Her Hope | Jung Hoseok

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Hoseok twirled Dahee's dark hair locks between his fingers, her head resting on his arm, full moon visible through the open window.

Dahee was playing with buttons of his shirt, according to her it was her favorite because of the softness of cloth.

Every night they would silently drift into each other's arm like it was nothing out of place. It became usual for them to curl together on bed, it gave them peaceful sleep. Sometimes in the middle of night, Dahee would whimper in her sleep but Hoseok would caress her back soothingly and help her calm down and it would always work.

"You know, we can never be anything, right?"

"I know."

"This is only going to hurt us"

"I know"

"Then why don't we stop it?"

"I don't want to"

"Why?"

"It's too late, Hoseok."

"I know"

Dahee moved closer to Hoseok, resting her forehead on his chest, throwing her arm around his waist to which Hoseok tighten his hold on her.

"What would Namjoon say if he finds out?"

"He would be angry"

"Ofcourse, he has became more protective of you after everything"

"Yes"

"Will he accept us?"

"I think so"

"What if he hates me?"

"He would never"

"No, Dahee. You don't understand. You are his younger sister and his only alive family"

"No one can ever hate you, Hoseok"

"What if he doesn't approve? What if he doesn't trust me with you?"

"He trust you, Hoseok. That's why you are here"

"It's different, Dahee"

"How?"

"He trust me enough to be your guardian not your lover"

"You don't know that"

"What if he thinks I betrayed him, Dahee?"

Dahee got up on her elbow to look at the worrying man beside her, "You are thinking too much, Hoseok" She soothed down his hair from his forehead.

"But, Dahee-"

"Shush" She quieted him down by putting her finger on his lips.

"What if things don't work out?"

"We won't know unless we try"

"I can't take a chance, Dahee. You both are important to me"

"Then you are already subjecting us to heartbreak, Hoseok"

"I know"

Dahee went back in the warm concave of Hoseok's arms.

"Dahee..." Hoseok whispered after some time.

"Yes"

"Can I kiss you once?"

Dahee blinked up at him, surprise by his question. Hoseok looked down at her when he found her nod hesitantly; he dipped down his head and gave her a light kiss on her lips. Once became twice and then thrice. He loved the softness of her lips against his and with each touch, he became more thirsty. She was like an elixir he was searching for so long.

"I want you, Dahee. I want you so much" He confessed.

"Then have me" Dahee breathed.

It was like all the restrains Hoseok had subjected on himself turned into nothing. He allowed his desires that he tried to put end to, take all over him. He want her, every aspect of her.

Hoseok pushed Dahee on her back and hovered above her, he kissed her hard and nipped her lower lip for entrance which she granted him, their tongue tangled together. He then started trailing kisses down from her chin to her collar bone where he made sure to leave a hickey behind.

He got up to remove his shirt, baring his lean muscled chest. Hoseok smiled when he saw Dahee blushing beneath him, "Like what you see?" He teased lightly, Dahee only blushed more.

Hoseok bent down and gave her a deep kiss, he moved his hands under her shirt, caressing soft skin and leaving hot trails behind. He moved his hand further up towards her chest when all of the sudden Dahee got flash backs from her past. She went rigid under him and Hoseok kept kissing her neck, obliviously.

"No...don't touch me..." She whispered brokenly.

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