antics | b.e

chapter 19- time

!TW! DESCRIPTIONS OF RAPE(BEGINS AT 'FLASHBACK*' ) SKIP IF YOU FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE. ENDS AT UNDERSCORES !TW!
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BILLIE

after sitting on the gravel, picking at her shoe laces she stood up and walked back over to the stone. her head felt heavy and so did her heart, the pounding in her chest did nothing to soothe the internal raging storm.

flashback*

"you're a fucking slut. you know that, o'connell?!", violet, her girlfriend, knew she hated being called o'connell. hands pushed against her shoulders, her back slamming into the dry wall of violet's apartment.

"don't call me that, v. you know i hate it.", billie muttered, her hair covering her downturned head. violet was cornering her and asking what she was doing over at drew's house.

"you don't fucking like that? i don't fucking like when you run off to some girls house probably to stick your microscopic dick in her!", violet grabbed onto her crotch, squeezing tightly. billie whimpered, in pain instead of pleasure, violet was crushing her in her hand.

"plea-please stop, that hurts.", billie grabbed onto her wrist and gingerly removed her hand. her arm aches from violet grasping onto it, controlling where she went.

"i'll hurt you more if you dare run off to some girl who thinks she can treat you better. you've always been a simple fuck, my plaything. you're a whore, you just love to sell your body to anybody. my girls said they wanted a taste of you and i wouldn't mind sharing it to them.", billie didn't understand, she couldn't visit her friends house but violet would give her away like she was some slave, a prostitute.

"why are you saying this?", tears ran down her rosy cheeks, red and raw from multiple slaps. everything ached, over and over violet would use her for sex, abusing the power she held over billie.

her dick got hard, of course it did, but not one moment did she enjoy it.

"because you think it's alright to go around and act like a fucking slut, i'll treat you like one of thats what you want.", violet grabbed a handful her hair and dragged her to the hard floor. her elbows scraped the carpet, giving her rug burn.

"since you think your dick is so big, why don't you fucking show me?!", her shorts were ripped, the buttons flying off as violet tore them apart. billie scrambled up, grabbing onto anything she could to get away from the hurtful clutches of her girlfriend.

"stop it, you're not like this, violet! get the fuck off of me!", she cried out as her heel met her girlfriend's hip, a grunt coming out.

"you're gonna regret that, slut.", she heard the jangle of metal. her pair of handcuffs snapping around one wrist. billie trashed against her, she was weak and frail. violet hadn't let her go to the gym once, 'afraid' she would run off. billie ate 3 times a week, barely surviving off rare drops of water.

"don't do this, not again. haven't you had enough!", hands stroked her dick, getting it up for what she felt like the millionth time that night.

"you're mine, i'll do what i want to do.", a mouth encased her tip, spit running down her length. violet moved aside her panties, hovering above her.

"don't do this.", she repeated over and over again, her face pushed into the carpet. violet had complete control over her, degrading and throwing her around. multiple bruises would show up the next day when she shamefully looked into the mirror.

"just enjoy it already, for fucks sake, useless whore.", violet moaned out as she rode billie's shaking body. a hand clenched around her throat, telling her to move her hips into her girlfriend.