My Little Black Rant Book

New Year Resolutions!

I'm a cheesy person, so I thought I'd do my new year resolutions. Here goes, they aren't even that cool tbh.

Do something with music, either start up piano again, guitar, drums, or even violin again. Yeah I want to play a lot of instruments.

Uuugggghhhh, be nicer to my little sister. Um, I kind of pushed her into the fridge today and she hit her head. In my defense, she almost made my mom fall down the stairs, kicked and hit my mom, and was crying like a two year old instead of acting the almost nine year old she is. Honestly, she needs to stop acting like a baby and wake up without nearly killing my mom. And mom does nothing about it because 'she needs to learn without being hit'. Gurl please, you spanked me, my cousins beat up on me, I think she can handle it. Ugh my sister's such a brat. I love her, like I wouldn't let her die or anything, but she needs to realize that she's almost nine, not a fucking three year old.

Be a better rider. I ride horses, I've been riding for four years and I kinda suck...but there's some great people at the barn and I'll have a bunch of time to ride in the summer after the kids leave summer camp, so hopefully I'll improve quickly!

Videotape everything! Try starting a Youtube channel! Ugh, I wish I sounded good on camera and had a better one. 

Stop over thinking. I'm a Pisces, it's in my nature to over think, but sometimes, I've learned, going with the flow is best, especially around friends and family. 

Ohmygoshessness, talking about family, at the NYE party the funniest thing happened. My cousin picked up a yoga ball and threw it at his sister. His sister picked up her knee and the ball rebounded and smacked him in the face. He fell to the ground ohlort, we could not stop laughing. He was on Skype with his girlfriend too. I will remember that forever.

I'm like, real cold right now guys, send me your blankets so I don't have to leave my laptop and get my own. Never mind I got my own.

Okay, uhm, learn more about genders in case I want to explore them or help someone strugglin' with their gender identity. 

Learn about religion to see if I can find mine or just stay agnostic. 

Say excuse me when I burp in public. Especially my big ones. Heh, I love burping. My poor grandmother hates it, it's adorable.

I was going to write 'Go to sleep earlier,' but then I was like nah.

Find a way to yell at my ex-step-father and make him feel small and worthless for once. Then maybe I won't be so hateful, if I can get everything out. 

Try to be nice, but don't let people walk all over me. It's another Pisces thing, how Pisces are usually nice and stuff, but they need to watch out for people that will just use them. 

Heeeyyyy, any Pisces out there ily horoscope buddies. ily even if you aren't my horoscope buddy.

Make up my own work for home school, at least write papers and do research about topics that are relevant or can be used in the future. 

Okay, I think that's it. it probably isn't, but I suck at remembering things, so that's all for now folks! If you want, leave your resolutions in the comments.