𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐨𝐧𝐞.
outer banks universe.
❀ | S U N S H I N E °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･
─── if she was the sun, he'd stay outside
forever
❝ 𝘚𝘏𝘌 𝘞𝘈𝘚 𝘓𝘐𝘒𝘌 𝘚𝘜𝘕𝘚𝘏𝘐𝘕𝘌, 𝘐 𝘊𝘖𝘜𝘓𝘋𝘕'𝘛
𝘎𝘌𝘛 𝘌𝘕𝘖𝘜𝘎𝘏 ❞
Brooklyn Routledge, twin sister to John B...
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𝟎𝟐𝟗. 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐨𝐦
if we have each other ──── alec benjamin
☀︎ 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐥𝐲𝐧'𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯
𝖳𝖧𝖤𝖰𝖴𝖤𝖲𝖳𝖨𝖮𝖭𝖮𝖥，"𝖶𝖨𝖫𝖫 𝖸𝖮𝖴 𝖡𝖤 𝖦𝖮𝖨𝖭𝖦 𝖶𝖨𝖳𝖧 𝖩𝖮𝖧𝖭 𝖡" 𝖨𝖲 𝖠𝖲𝖪𝖤𝖣 𝖳𝖮 𝖬𝖤 𝖳𝖧𝖠𝖳 𝖬𝖮𝖱𝖭𝖨𝖭𝖦．I wasn't expecting it, not from JJ of all people who had literally kissed me senseless just a couple of hours ago. I'm pretty sure my mouth is bruised from the force at which we kissed.
Anyway, the question was asked, and I had no idea how to answer. Yes, I should go with John B because he's my brother and I know he'd follow me if the situation was reversed. However, part of me doesn't want to go because of this── because of this thing that may be happening between me and JJ. I know that sounds ridiculous to stay for a boy, but JJ isn't just any boy to me.
He's everything to me, as sickeningly loving that is.
So when asked, "Will I be going with John B?" I don't know how to answer, so I only uttered the words, "I don't know".
Now I'm sitting, contemplating everything. Firstly, I need to decide how best to approach what happened last night with JJ. From what I can tell, our friendship isn't ruined just like he said it wouldn't be. Secondly, I need to decide if i want to go with John B or stay right here, stuck in a place that unfairly drove him out.
Somebody else decide for me.
Currently, the tension in the air is thick, and it's because of whatever is going on── or not going on── between Kiara and Pope.
In simple terms, Pope's heart is broken.
I love Pope, I really do, and I know he loves Kiara, but from what I can see, Kiara doesn't feel the same way, not in any way, and I can't figure out why she can't like him. I mean, all she told me was that she wanted something different. What is different? I still don't know.
Anyway, maybe one day Kiara will tell me what different means to her. Until then, I'll just add to my list of things I need to figure out, right under my decision about whether or not I should go with John B.
