Black Rose

Chapter 38

Gulf could feel how hard his heart was beating and he was sure as fuck Mew could feel it too. After struggling to walk back Mew had finally gotten frustrated enough and made Gulf get on his back, only reason it worked was because he threatened him with carrying him like a princess again. So Gulf decided this was less humiliating.

That was before his heart decided to start a concert the moment he got on his back. He cursed silently begging for it to shut the fuck up. His tension was at a all time high right now and Chopper knew it by the way he was whining in Mew's arms. They finally made it to the elevator.

"Put me down now I'll walk the rest of the way" Gulf was ready to jump off if he had to.

"No" Mew said. Gulf frowned, No? What the heck did he mean? "I'm serious put me down" the elevator door opened and Mew ignored his request and just walked in and pressed his floor.

Mew was thankful the elevator didn't have any mirrors, because he was sure he was blushing extremely hard right now. His heart was thundering in his chest and the fact that Gulf's was as well made his worse. He thought the fast heart beat he had felt when they fell was due to the shock, but feeling his heart on his back proved he had some kind of effect on him, he smiled.

The elevator doors opened and Mew walked with Chopper in his arms and Gulf on his back. To be honest he would've preferred if his condo was 2 miles away so he didn't have to put him down, the smell of lavender engulfed him and he loved it. He enjoyed feeling his heart beat furiously on his back no matter how cold and distant his face was, that thundering heart gave him away.

They reached the condo and Mew sat him down he hobbled to the couch. "Is the pain bad?" He asked crouching trying to check the brace. Gulf pulled his leg back "Yes, can you please give me the meds"

Mew looked at him but he continued to stare at the brace. He sighed. He gave him the pills and fed Chopper. He watched Gulf sit there looking towards the window lost in thought and then he saw him begin to get drowsy. "Gulf go ahead and take a nap if you need to, I have some case files to work on" he just nodded. Great we're back to not talking at all.

Gulf laid down. He closed his eyes but he kept seeing Mews eyes close to his, his lips centimeters away, all he wanted was to close the distance. He groaned, Chopper whimpered from the floor he opened his eyes and picked him up scooping him in his arms and hugging him. "Please help my mind quiet down" he mumbled to Chopper and began to drift off.

Meanwhile...

He smiled at her, so gullible, she had come to visit his job again. His next model was so eager to make him fall for her with her stupid smiles and useless flirting, he was sick of pretending. He was eager to kill her, to watch her realize she was dying and stare at him in panic. He smiled sincerely at the thought and the bitch blushed.
They made dinner plans for that night, he really had the urge to get rid off her now, but things had to be done carefully, he still had to look for a place, to set up everything, with his schedule change things for his artwork we're getting complicated , he made a mental note to kill his manager.

Later that day...

Gulf sat up suddenly, his dream had been a weird combination of everything that had happened the last couple of days. Mew was no where near by and Gulf was thankful, he had pretty much devoured him in his dreams he rubbed his face. Having wet dreams like a kid. He had done so well with keeping people far away he hadn't thought about these things for a really long time, so now that they were happening again they kept catching him off guard.

"Are you okay?" Mew asked softly trying not to startled him, he jumped , yeah well that didn't work, he watched his ears go bright red and cocked a brow "Is something wrong Gulf?" He shook his head "Sorry I didn't cook today, but I ordered pizza it shou-" A knock interrupted "it's here"

He walked over to the door and Gulf quickly tried to calm himself, he grabbed Chopper and relaxed breathing in and out.

They  ate in silence, Mew was getting more and more frustrated, he didn't get it. He breathed in as he finish his last piece.
"Do you want dessert? I have chocolate cake!" He said trying to make conversation.

"I don't like sweets"

Gulf looked at his watch. It was almost time for Mild to be here just a couple of minutes more and he could stay away from Suppasit and all the weird feelings he caused. He got  from the table and started to walk to the couch, Chopper ran to him and jumped at his feet with his toy.

"Chopper stop it he can slip on that" he started to walk towards them, Gulf laughed at Chopper enthusiasm, he looked back at Mew "It's fine I'm oka-" he stepped on the toy and lost his balance, Mew took a quick stride and caught him.

Gulf blinked trying to compose himself. Images from his dream flashed in his mind and his eyes dropped to Mews lips.

"Fuck" he heard Mew mumble he looked back up at his eyes "Wha-" his words were cut off by Mew's kiss, he felt electricity flow through him. He tensed automatically, he widened his eyes in shock, his hands instinctively pushing at Mew trying to get him off but he wouldn't budge, he tighten his grip on waist. He kissed him hard, Gulf mind began to go blank, he couldn't think, he closed his eyes trying to gather his thoughts, and suddenly he was kissing him back.

Mew groaned the moment he felt Gulf start to kiss him back he hugged him tighter to his body, keeping him as close as he could, he licked his bottom lip with his tongue asking for permission to enter. He kissed him like his life depended on it, like he had been deprived for way to long, he felt Gulfs knees buckle and he held him in place. Gulf groaned and his hands began to move over to his neck.

A knock brought them back, Gulf blinked and pushed more forcefully this time breaking the kiss, they both breathed hard looking intensely at each other.

Mew reluctantly let him go and went to open the door, Mild stood there smiling. "Hey Suppasit, is my baby boy ready to go?" Before Mew could answer Gulf brushed passed him

"Let's go" he said and walked out without looking back

"Gulf!" Mew called out be he didn't even flinch just continued to limp slightly as he kept on walking. Mild looked at both of them "Did something happen Mew?" He asked confused.

"Mild!! Let's go!" Gulf called out again and Mild ran after him. Mew closed the door and leaned against it. "Fuck!"