Madnessa one shots🙃

figure out...

vanessa's pov

mads and me have been ''dating'' for like a month. well thats what i thought till today. she dont ask me to be her girlfriend and i dont ask her to be mines. ugh i shouldnt be this insecure about our relationship cause maybe she thinks that i dont want to be with her or something like that. and maybe because of that she do what i figure out a while ago........

flashback

''hey bab-'' i was cut by the act of madelaine making out with a boy. he was taller than her and he was full of tatoos. this guy  was holding her ass while they kissed. ugh this make me so fucking jelous. why the fuck is he touching her. i want her to be mine but i think its kinda late now. i really thought that we were something....... but i guess not for her.  when she heard me she pull out of the kiss and she looked at me with a smile. 

''oh hi nessa..... well this is travis, my-'' she stoped. if she says that he is her boyfriend i swear to go-

''her boyfriend'' i was cut off my thoughts when this guy said this.  before making an scene infront of mads and travis, that i alredy hate him tho, i just dont say nothing. i turn around trying not show my anger and sadness and i just get out of the trailer.

''wait nessa where are you going? is everything okay?'' mads ask me grabing my wrist once i was out the trailer. should i tell her  right now? i stare at her face for like a minute and i just take off her hand of my wrist with anger and i started walking fastly to cami trailer. while i was going i heard madelaine yell. ''nessa what the fuck!'' . ugh if you know madelaine that i was fucking in love with you......

once i was infront of cami's trailer i entered without knocking. 

''oh hey nessa'' she said while she was doing her make up. i just sat in the couch and started crying. 

''omg what happened girl?'' she ask me. i was sobbing and crying. 

''its okay i am here, we dont have to talk abou-'' 

''madelaine'' i said cutting her off

''what happened with mads?'' she ask me 

''she w-was making o-out with her new b-boyfriend'' i told her. 

''omg what? but you two werent a thing or something like that?'' she ask me. this make me angry. 

''well not for her i guess'' i said with anger.

''you know what? fuck madelaine and her new fucking boyfriend. she never fucking love me i guess'' i said with even more anger than before. 

''well that was fast hun!'' cami said surprised

'' but before letting go a friendship like this one i think that you should talk to her'' cami said. she was right. i just couldt live madelaine like this, but she really fucking hurt me and she just dont even care about my feelings. we have been kinda dating for a month and for her it was clearly nothing. 

'' cami?'' i ask her

''yeah?'' she replied

''well you know, i used to tell you everything, like my 'relationship'with mads or what ever the fuck it was. do you think that i was just like making a story in my head? like for you she saw me just like a friend in that moth?'' i ask her. what if mads never see me the way i see her?

''well honestly....... kinda. like she do things with you that friends dont. like the way she looks at you and all that. like for example me and lili dont look at eachother in that way u know.... but at the same time i think that mads never like chatch the hint. like she maybe even dont know that she is bisexual or something like that. maybe she just never think about it, or maybe she isnt is. but in clonclusion, i think she loves you not like a friend, but she have to figure out what she feels, but if she never think about it, then she will never know'' cam told me. that clearly have so much sense. what if she feels something but she just dont know? but what the hell should i do for her to figure out?