vanessa's pov
i am so so sad because i just figure out that i will have to move back to canada because of some fucking papers that expired, so i will have to be there minimum 3 months, but if i leave 5 months i will have the opportunity to
make this papers never expired, so i will probably do that. the worst thing about this is that i will be apart of all my friends and most of all i will have to be apart from my baby. i just don't know how i am going to tell mads this cause i can't live with out her. and literally. as we all know mads is so so over protective and she is going to be every day asking me how i was, and if something happen to me, and i am not saying that i don't like it of course, it makes me feel loved and all, but sometimes i just can't imagine what would happen if we would separate from each other so many days, just like this time.
after some minutes i decided to tell her. i hope she get it okay
"baby" i call her
"what my love?" she answered
"i have to tell you something" i said
"what happen baby? someone do something to you? are you okay?" she asked as she made a worried face
"nono, i have some bad news to tell you" i said. shit i think i make it worse
"ok tell me" she said
"so, you know, i am not form here, so i have papers that expired, and i have to leave minimum 3 months. and the worst thing about this is that if i leave 5 moths this papers will never expired again, and it really hurts me about just thinking about being apart from you, but i think it's the better" i said
"wait wait wait" she said. "YOU being apart from ME for 5 MONTHS?" She said as if it is something insane
"yes baby, 5 months, i don't want either, but think that if i do this, in the nexts years i will not have to leave 3 moths" i said trying to make her understand
"but baby i can't live apart from you for five fucking moths, you know how i am and i cant i just can't" she said. this make my heart explote
"baby trust me, we will made this función okay? we will get through it and i it will end before than we think" i said trying to make her calm down
"yeah i know, of course we are going through this, as we get through a lot of things in our lives, but just thinking about the fact having you apart from me for five moths makes me insane" she said
"yeah i know baby, i thing exactly the same, and it makes me sad, but think that we will made face time every single day okay? and as soon as i could came back we will be together every second" i said
"i still don't know how i will survive without those kisses every day" she said as she approach me
"well i don't know too, but let's take advantage of the days we have left, to give us kisses every single time" i said as i grab her face and kiss her passionately. i push her in the couch and i sat in her lap, never breaking the kiss, she grabbed my ass and i moan in her lips. i felt her smirk and now i wanted to make her moan, so i put my hands down her shirt and i grab her tits. she moan breaking the kiss. she faced me and i responded smirking and smiling . she low key smiled and look away. i took her face and i give her a peck
"i hate you" she said
"i know you love me baby" i responded
"ugh you turn me on so fast" she said
"yeah and that's why i am going to take a shower before we take this to another level" i said getting up. she took my hand and i start walking, i was expecting her to let me go once i needed to go, but instead she tugged my arm and bring me back to her.
"what baby?" i ask confused
"you were about to leave without-" i cut her off smashing my lips into hers once last time
"there you go" i said leaving
"i love you so fucking much vanessa" she said
i turn around and i hug her form behind
"i love you more my baby" i saidafter taking a shower i was wrapped in towels and i go to the bedroom. i see her laying in bed, almost crying. i put a hoodie and the rest of the things as fast as i could and i go to the bed cuddle her.
"baby baby what's wrong" i ask her
"i just can't stand imagine being five fucking months apart from you, and maybe i sound possessive or over protective or whatever the fuck do you want to call me, but it's just-"
"yeah baby i get it, i can't imagine it too but think that if i leave for five months then we will be together for ever ever ever" i said
she stayed silent
"you are everything you know that?" i said
she lay her head on my chest and she put her face heading to my neck, she gave it a kiss
"you too baby, i love you like no one" she said as she kind of sob
"please don't cry, it makes me so so bad" i said
"aw don't worry my love, i am okay now you are here" she said as she closed her eyes
i wrapped my arms around her waist and i gently brush her hair with my hand. i love her so much and i really don't want to separate from her. they will be five looong months.SOOOO GUYS here i finally bring a new one shot, i am sorry for not updating for so long, i had a lot of things going on. i hope u like it and please if you like it vote❤️ thanks always for reading 💘💘 and good news, i alredy have one done for tomorroww😉
xoxo
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Madnessa one shots🙃
Randomso here i my second ''story'' they are going to be madnessa one shots. maybe sometimes choni but mostly madnessa.