January 27, 2001 5:05 P.M.

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Last night I was thinking that I might finally be ready to make up with Rachel. So I went to the vending machine and got some chocolate biscuits (her favorite) and tea, and I went to every hospital room on the floor and found 6 sterling roses (also her favorite), a beaker, and a plastic tray to put it all on. I put it all together and went back to the room. "Rachel, wake up." I shook Rachel awake.

"Danny? What on earth are you doing?" Rachel asked, and presented her with the tray.

"A peace offering." I said and Rachel's eyes lit up.

"Chocolate biscuits, my favorite!" Rachel exclaimed and started eating. She noticed I was staring at her and stopped eating. "I'm sorry, was there something you wanted to talk about?"

"I take back what I said before, I want to be friends again." I said and she smiled.

"Me too, so what's been going on in your life? I mean, before all this." Rachel asked, resuming her eating.

"Well, there's this 10 year old girl who I've grown rather fond of. You see, her mum died in a car wreck 2 years ago, and just a few days ago her dad was diagnosed with terminal leukemia, he only has 4 months at most to live, and I told him I'd keep an eye out for someone to take care of her. Someone who would let me be with her a fair amount of the time, and I have to admit that I immediately thought of you." I said.

"Danny-" She starts, but I cut her off.

"Now, I understand if you can't handle it right now but-" I started, and this time it's Rachel who cut me off.

"Danny, I wanted to say that I would love to." Rachel said.

"But?" I asked.

"But nothing, I would love to." Rachel stated.

"Really?" I asked.

"Really, I've been wanting to adopt for quite a while now, and I'm sure if you love her so much she must be some kid." Rachel said.

"Then let's go over there." I said.

"Right now?" Rachel asked.

"No, later." I said.

"Oh, okay." Rachel said.

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