The next day - 7:30am (TUESDAY)
"Mmm it smells good in here" I walk into the kitchen open the fridge and grab a water bottle then sit down on the barstool "I'm making everyone's favorites" Jailene smiles "Well thank you baby" I hug my daughter "Unique is still here how long is she staying?" Jailene asks "I don't know... I have to figure something out" I grab a piece of cooked bacon "mommmm" she laughs "sorry I'm hungry I'll be right back I have to talk to Blue" I head back upstairs, brush my teeth and tongue so I don't smell like bacon then go into the room to communicate my problems with Blue. "Hey baby" Blue pulls me into the bathroom but I quickly back up from her trying to kiss me "what's wrong?" She asks "I need to talk to you" I say "Can it wait I missed you" she tries to kiss me again but I push her back "Just come In the room so we can talk" I say as I exit the bathroom and enter the bedroom "what's wrong?" She asks "I think I need a break.. just alone time to think about everything.. to think about us" I look at Blue's face for some sort of reaction "W what happened between us?" She asks "Blue I don't know I mean, You don't help out with the children, you don't love them, You don't help Jr with his son when I am gone, You ignore Kaiden's needs.. I want another child and how am I going to do that with you if you don't even love my kids now?" I express my feelings "I do love you, I do also love them but I don't know how to express my love with teenage kids and I just didn't want to get in the way and have them think that I am trying to take over and be the third parent." Blue looks at me with sadness in her eyes "I never been a parent before I don't know what to do.." "Why didn't you just tell me that?" I ask "Because I didn't want to upset you but I do love you all. So I am sorry for not expressing that enough... I know you still have feelings for Takai by the way." Blue looks into my eyes for conformation I immediately look away "Is that why you want a break" she quotes the word "break" with her fingers "I'm not breaking up with you but I just need to see where my head is at." "Maybe I came into your life a little to quickly for you" Blue goes to walk out but I grab her hand "It's not even like that Blue I care about you a lot"
"Do you love me? Can you see yourself marrying me?" She asks but I freeze... I do not know how to respond "So you don't? Helllooo Jayden!" "I I need some time..." I walk out of the room and down the stairs where everyone else is eating "Jailene I have to go out for a minute" I say "Okay here take your plate" she says "Thank you" I grab my keys and head out to the car *I still love Takai...*
9am Knock knock "WHOOOO?" "hey!" Takai opens the door. Soon as it's open enough I give her a huge tight hug "damn suffocate me then" she laughs and so do I. Next thing I know is I'm kissing all over her, I can tell she just got out the shower mmm "j Jayden..." "shhh..." I continue kissing on her when she pulls away "B blue" she reminds me "ughhhh" I groan
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The Life Of Jayden-3 (COMPLETED)
RomansaAfter years of Drama, B.S, and dating women who don't have their shit together Jayden is done... She moves on from her ex fiancé, her ex girlfriend and decides to get her own place all alone. Jayden starts working again at a clothing store as a cash...
