Colby Brock ~ imagines

feel something

I sat there crying on the bathroom floor. "No one likes you" "Your worthless" "Leave them alone your annoying them" "you should of never moved in with him" It all just kept repeating over and over again. I'm depressed if you can't tell by now. I've been so numb this past year. Even though my life's been great. I have a loving boyfriend, and loyal friends. That stupid voice in my head says otherwise though. I just feel miserable. I'm starting to believe the voice. I don't know why. And I don't want to. I just feel like I need to listen to it. I mean it might be true. I probably annoy everyone I talk to. Colby probably doesn't even love me. The thought of that just made the tears come out more. Until it all stoped. I couldn't cry anymore. 8'm so numb that my tears just stopped. I heard someone open the bedroom door. I got up and quickly washed my face. As I was about to walk out Colby came in and smiled. The corner of my lip raised a little bit but, it fell back down shortly after. "What's wrong princess?" He grabbed my waist and pulled me in. "Nothing babe, i'm great." That's a lie. "Ok babe, come downstairs and hang out with everyone." I looked up at his ocean blue eyes. Does he actaully love me. Do all our friends actaully want to be my friends. He looked at me. He kissed me. "Come on princess." He grabbed my hand and we headed downstairs.
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part 2?