Kleptonic Love

Chapter 9

[Simone]

I woke up with my head in terrible pain. I immediately started crying remembering the terrible sin I committed.

"Simone how are you feeling?" Deon asked come over to me. He sat down on the bed and stroked my head causing it to feel a little better.

I stayed silent not knowing how I felt. Killing someone is really shocking which makes me wonder why isn't Deon so shocked, why he doesn't think im a monster, or why is he so calm.

"I.."

"Stop Simone." Egor interrupted. "Look since she's dead you guys have time to clear the house."

I looked down in shame knowing that even after all this, we're going to take every item in her house and give it away.

"I'll take care of the body and all the evidence, you two need to lay down." He said walking towards the door grabbing his things and his keys. "After I'm done, I'm going home. I dont have work and it's already fucking stressful today." With that said he walked out the house slamming the door behind him.

I couldn't help but feel bad for Egor because I know he had nothing to do with this situation.

"Simone, take off the gloves." Deon said.

I slowly took them off my shaking hands and he took them. He took out his pocket knife and immediately started slicing them up. He opened the trash bin and threw them in there.

"Thanks." I said barely mustering out the words. He came back over to me placing my hands in his.

"I know you're in shock, you're probably going through so many mixed emotions right now."

I looked at him and his eyes were filled with concern. He was genuinely worried about me.

"You don't think I'm a monster? Or crazy for even taking out the-"

"Of course not." He interrupted. "I gave you the gun for a reason. I gave it to you knowing you might of had to kill someone. I love you too much to see anything happen to you or for me to feel like you're a bad person."

His words made me cry even more. How can someone love me? I can't have kids, I'm emotionally unstable, I get attached easily, and..and I'm a murderer.

"How can you love me?" I asked. "You can't love someone like me."

"I love you because you are you." He said assuring. "I love you because since the day we met you've been riding for me. Right now though, we have to lay down." He added.

We both took off our clothes and put on pjs. We layed down and stared at each other.

"I can see the hurt in your eyes." He began suddenly. "No matter what I'll forever love you." He said caressing my cheek. "Any mistake you make won't change my love for you."

I stared at him longer. The man I fell in love with just accepted the terms that I killed someone. He doesn't even care.

He leaned in for a kiss and I gladly gave him one. I turn around and Deon placed his hands around me.

"I love you." He said.

"I love you too."

With that said I felt darkness overcome my eyes.

6 hours later

I woke up to Deon's snoring. His arms were no longer around me and the blanket was on the floor.

"Messy ass sleeper." I chuckled to myself and got up to go to the bathroom.

I washed my face and stared at myself in the mirror. I couldn't recognize myself as Simone anymore. I seen a monster, a murderer, a sinful sad person.