Ily, You Idiot.

• chapter 9 •

I opened my eyes, looking around it was completely dark, but it didn't feel like my own room.

Where the hell? Don't tell me Matthew didn't actually come? Was that a dream? No no no no.

I heard the door open and jumped back, landing on my butt, my hands bearing the impact. I shut my eyes out of fear, still too shaken by the fact that this was probably Jeremy.

I felt a hand on my cheek, and it brought back memories, making me sick to my stomach.

"Please I-"

"Liam? What's wrong?" I looked up, relieved to hear Matthew's voice.

He turned on the light.

"Thank fucking God." I sighed in relief.

"You okay?" He sat down beside me.

"I just..I thought it was a dream."

"A dream?"

"I thought you never came."

"You idiot." He reached over ruffing my hair.

I smiled to myself.

"Can I shower?"

He nodded leading me to the bathroom.

"I'll go find you a change of clothes. Towels are in the cabinet under the sink."

I thanked him and walked over to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror.

I looked awful.

Taking my shirt off I noticed my wrists and gut becoming an ugly purple. That'll take some time to heal, No luck in the volleyball team I guess.

I tried to push away any of the thoughts about the day out, turning on the shower.

I scrubbed my face and neck hard, but everytime I touched my face it would take me back to when he licked it and it made my gut clench.

I continued to scrub my cheeks, in hopes of finally not feeling disgusting. Damn it.

After I was finally satisfied, I turned off the shower walking out.

"Hey lia- why is your face so red? jesus And your neck too, do you have an allergy or something?"

I looked away debating whether to tell him not. Nope, not telling him.

"Um I-"

Our heads snapped to the door as someone shouted, walking in.

Perry looked at me his face immediately turning red.

"What the hell are you guys- sorry to interrupt ahem I'll wait outside." He said awkwardly closing the door behind.

I looked down i am wearing a towel what's he talking about?

"No, Perry!" Matthew shouted.

Oh wait, if you walk in through the door, the bed blocks my lower half making it look like i'm-

"This guy I swear, Liam I left you a change of clothes on the bed. I'll go talk to him. " He said walking out.

I chuckled putting on my clothes. He really thought these would fit me? I sighed walking out, seeing a tensed Perry on the couch.

He noticed me, his face becoming concerned. Before I knew it he was over hear hugging me a little too tightly.

"Uh Perry, I can't breath.." I managed.