Sluts want Revenge

09: memories

Memories /mem-ries/

YELENA

As I walked home the only thing  in my mind was how it all started
I never wanted to be the whore  that i am today
Memories flashed through my mind

Flashback
It was two years ago i was working on a school project at my partners house
"I think we should make our essay a little bit realistic Martiñ". I said
He didn't reply as if he was in a trance as he stared into my eyes
I snapped my fingers at him ask yelled
"Martiñ martiñ listen!! "
"Sorry I was just mesmerized by your beauty". He said
My face flushed from embarssment as it turned blood shot red
"T-t-hanks". I was able to mutter
"You know any guy would pay to f*"k you". He said
And my smile turned to a frown
I was only sixteen anyways
"I think we should face the project". I said

END OF FLASHBACK

Even though sixteen year old me couldn't reason what Martiñ said eighteen year old me is following the advice

My mind went to another memory

Flashback

Seventeen year old  me was talking to jacob about my school problems
It was like a tickling time bomb, anger boiling in my stomach

I noticed jake sitting on the sofa I sat there quiet, too quiet for him to notice
"Is something wrong? ". Jake asked
'Nothing". I replied
He just shrugged, folding his arms and standing back

"When a girl says there's nothing wrong there is 90 percent chance that something is wrong". I angry gritted
"So something is wrong? ". He asked

Urgh

"Jake I have issues". I said
"What". He said
I twirl for him to examine the outfit that I'm currently wearing

I owned this skirt when I was fifteen and it was bearly mid thigh's the top wasn't any diffrent if I raised my arm it would go up
Its not my fault money was the problem
From taxes to mom's pills and a good life for Henry money was hard and jake made a tad bit

"So? ". He asked nonchalantly

My mind went to school the  names thoses girls called me
Whore
Slut
Bitch
Pimp

They said I dressed like that to gain boys attention bit the truth is that I couldn't afford the to buy cloths every now and then

"People at school say I'm a whore cause I dress like one"

"Your not a whore is a person who is sexually promiscuous or compromise their principles for gain". He said

Of cause I knew what a whore is
Ok not dumb
I just wanted advice

"If you already got the name at least act it". He said ruffling my hair and leaving the room

Act it
Act it
Act it

The words ran through my mind

END OF FLASHBACK

Those words hunt me
That is just what I am

Unscrupulous
Prostitute
Pimp
Promiscuous

You know a person who has sexual intercous for money

As I opened the doors to the house I didn't even notice I was crying till I felt steamy hot tears on my cheeks
I just wiped it off
I shouldn't cry

"Mummy". Henry ran to me
My six year old brother came running to me
Sometimes he just forgets and call me mummy even calls Jacob Daddy poor kid

"Henry its Yelena not mummy, mum is upstairs". I said

To hear him call me mummy breaks my heart

He didn't reply just bowed his head and dragged my to show me something
"I made a drawing". He said excitedly
"Really? ". I said smiling
"Yes this is you that's daddy and my other mummy". He said pointing to what looks like me with yellow hair and jacob and mum

"That's Jacob your daddy  is hmmmm gone". I said
"Isn't he your dad too? ". Jacob said, this boy is too smart for  his own good
"Its complicated, how's school?". I said hoping to change the subject
You just can't win with this boy 

He didn't reply
That means the bully started again

"Some kids bullyied me at school and.... ". He started but  didn't finish

"Go on dear". I nudged him
"Brittany said her sister Tiffany  said your a slut what's a slut? ". He  asked

It felt like someone stabbed me
How could someone say words like that to a kid

And to be fair Tiffany is a bigger slut even if i'm in no condition to judge

She actually f*"ks anything that has a thingy

"That's a bad word don't say that again". I said
"And as for Brittany next time she approaches you tell her that her sister is a bigger one". I said carefully not to say slut

"Go brush your teeth and go to bed night munchkin". I said kissing his forehead
"Night Yelena". He said
I made an internal celebration that he didn't call me mummy

I went to moms room
She spent her day at the center and her nights here Jacob is trying to raise money so she cam stay permanently at the center
Its better for her health since its deteriorating

Some days she seems stuck in a whole new world just mumbling to her self
Other days she yells and has huge panic attackes
And some days which is rare she remembers

I just hope today is one of her good days

Knock
Knock
I knocked

"Come in". She replied
"Hello". I said as I sit on the bed I didn't want to call her mother not to upset her
"Your a beautiful young lady you know my ten year old looks just like you, her name's Yelena,  do I know you?". She  asked

I swear i felt my heart shatter into a million pieces
"Its mum its Yelena your daughter"

"NO! No no, yelena is still a kid infact Helena took her to the park

At the mentioned of Helena i couldn't contain it tears streamed from my face
Helena died because of him

"No mum Helena is dead". I said

She screamed like a mad woman I tried to comfort her it took hours buy she ended up sleeping in my arms

Some days Alzimers is a bitch

He destoyed us and he will pay
He  must pay

Hello Blondies

I hope you now understand Yelena
Its so sad
Millions of teenagers turn to prostitution in other to make ends means

Chapter question

Will you prefare being mated to a vampire or a ware wolf?

My answer
Vampire

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