ace squared ; completed

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Ace:
Napagod ka na sakin?

Acera:
hindi. for feeling worthless and unimportant.

Acera:
and i think i am tired enough to give up.

Acera:
i'm really sorry.

Acera:
I love you. I always did.

Ace:
I'm sorry.

Ace:
The only thing I can tell you now is to be happy. And I'm sorry. For making you feel that way.

Ace:
As much as I want you to stay, I'm not giving you the reason to.

Acera:
do you know what i've always wanted you to do?

Ace:
To make you feel loved?

Acera:
it's to trust me.

Acera:
gusto kong maramdaman mo na okay lang magtiwala sakin. okay lang mag-open up sakin. gusto kong maramdaman mo na nandito lang din ako para sayo. na kahit anong sabihin mo, makikinig ako. maiintindihan ko.

Acera:
ayokong magdemand ng isang bagay na hindi ka naman willing ibigay, Acetot. kaya willing akong maghintay, kahit gaano pa katagal.

Acera:
pero napgod na siguro talaga ako. hahahaha

Acera:
i want you to feel how much i appreciated you from the very beginning. maraming salamat sa lahat ng bagay na itinuro mo sakin. you helped me grow. you made me strong. at higit sa lahat, you made me realize the true meaning of love.

Acera:
alam kong pagkatapos ng desisyon kong to ay magsisisi na naman ako. i'm really sorry, pero mukhang wala ng atrasan to haha.

Acera:
sana maging masaya ka, Acetot. i'm really sorry.

Ace:
Ako ang dapat na magsorry, ako yung halos wala ng time para sayo. Ako yung may kasalanan

Acera:
hindi..

Acera:
I failed to understand.

Acera:
i failed to understand your side, na alam kong pago ka, busy ka, college ka na, nag-aaral ka, i failed to understand that kahit na ilang beses ko nang sinubukan.

Acera:
but it's too late now to regret. kahit ano pang gawin natin, hindi na tayo babalik sa dati.

Acera:
we got our own lives to deal with. at mas importante yon para sating pareho.

Acera:
alam ko rin sa sarili ko na gusto ko pang magstay. kaso magiging awkward siguro para sating pareho  kung hihilingin ko pang makipagkaibigan.

Ace:
Okay lang. Kung gusto mo pang makipagkaibigan after this, okay lang.

Ace:
Pero kung nao-awkward ka, wag mong pilitin.

Ace:
If you'll move on, I will too.

Acera:
ayokong mag-goodbye, hindi pa naman ito ang last diba?

Ace:
Who knows?

Ace:
If ever you'll need me, I'm just here.

Ace:
As your Kuya Ace.

Acera:
see you in the next chapter.