Smiling to myself, I walk down the corridor thinking about Emma. The way her eyes shine in the light, her beautiful brown hair, her smile, laugh, the way she stands on her tiptoes to talk to me, just everything about her.
Reaching my room, I open the door and jump onto my bed, facing the ceiling. Sitting in silence, no music, no words, I continue to think about Emma. Just everything about her.
That is, until a soft knocking is heard from outside the door. Bouncing over to it, I open it, expecting to see Emma. But I come face to face with Cameron. I know its her.
"He-hey Luke" she stutters, looking shy, and cute all at once. No, I can't think like this about her, not anymore. I tell myself, trying to convince myself that I don't need her.
"Uh hi. No offense but why are you here? Shouldn't you be with your boyfriend?" My voice is sour as I cut her off.
"Listen Luke, I'm sorry I didnt tell you I was still alive. I didn't know how! And you would be better off if I wasn't in your life! I just wanted to come by, to see if you would forgive me, maybe take me back? I'll break up with Ashton, I will! I just want us to be like we used to be. Happy." she sighs.
Suddenly I become outraged. "Forgive you?! After all that pain and suffering you put me through? I thought you were dead, I couldn't sleep I couldn't eat, and you just want me to forgive you just like that? I was going to end my life just to be with you again!" I shout
"I thought you loved me! But I guess I was wrong, and you don't have to break up with your boyfriend because I have someone. Who actually cares about my feelings, I don't think I could forgive someone who put me through so much pain." I spit, a flame of anger ignited in my chest. She looks stunned, almost heartbroken.
"Well. well then, I guess i should leave. Goodbye.... My love. I will always love you." She whispers before leaving the room silently and swiftly.
The anger still there, I turn and grab the nearest thing, which happens to be a photograph of Cameron and I. I chuck it across the room, the glass frame shattering into a million pieces.
Grabbing things all over the place, I throw them, relieving my anger and heart break. Photos, remotes, CDs, clothes, furniture, everything. I feel hot tears stream down my face, my sobs echoing throughout my room.
As I was about to throw another framed photo across the room, two small hands grabbed it put it on a shelf and wrapped their arms around me. I turned around to face a girl, Emma. "Luke." she sighed, brushing the hair off of my forehead, "Whats the matter?" She asks, pullig me onto the bed, us laying beside one another.
"It was her.. Cameron. She came by and told me it was her, and that she wanted me to forgive her, and-and get back with her. " I whispered more tears threatening to escape. She doesn't say anything, just embraces into a hug, letting me cry into her neck.
After a while, Emma speaks up. "Have you seen the new girl?" All I do is shake my head, not trusting my voice.
"Ah, well. She seems halfway normal, I havent spoke to her yet."she whispers.Finally deciding to speak up, my voice croaks "What does she look like?"
She starts explaining how she looks. She said that she likes Get Scared, by the look of her band tee, she has glasses, and greenish-brown eyes, she is Emmas height,has dirty blonde hair with dark red tips. She wears bracelets, and so many more small details, but never mentions a name.
Once dinner time rolls around Emma asks if I'm able to go, and to show I'm not a coward I say yes, even though i'm still broken inside.
Once we get to the cafeteria, we spot the new girl, sitting at a table in the back corner all alone, staring at her food in disgust.
"Well, I guess its time to meet the new girl." Emma sighs, grabbing my hand and pulling me towards the table where the new girl sits. It's now or never I tell myself, taking a deep breath.
Once we reach the table, Emma speaks up, earning the attention from the girl. "Hi, I'm Emma." The new girls looks at her like shes grown two heads.
"Uhm, you're talking to me?" She looks shocked.
"Yeah."Emma replies.
"Oh.. Well I'm Blair." She mumbles
"Wait, you two were the people that walked in earlier when I was checked in!" Realization strikes in her eyes.
"Well, yeah" Emma replies, the conversation become awkward.
"And I'm Luke." I finally say.
"Well, uh yeah. Its nice to meet you guys." She sounded unsure of her words.
"If you want to, you can come sit with us." Emma suggests.
"Yeah, sure. As long as youre not some axe murderer who will murder me in my sleep" She laughs quietly.
Blair pushes back her chair and stands up, following us to our table. Looking towrads the door, I see Ashton staring at me. When he notices me looking back at him, he smiles and waves, all I do is nod.
Once us three reach the table, everyone looks at us, especially Blair. They all stare at her, curious. She shuffles her feet, looking down, trying to make herself look invisible. I'm the first one to speak up.
"Guys, this is Blair. She's new here."
It's like everyones mind is suddenly turn on because they all start moving again, murmuring hi's or hey's or hello's.
"So, lets eat" We all sit down and began to eat. Every now and then I see Emma looking at Blair, concerned, because shes not eating.
Just staring at her food. Emma and I stare at eachother, captivated with each other, until Anna snaps us out of it, talking about something that happened to her while we were at the hospital.
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Ok so we have a new character Blair and I think I will bring Tate and Echo back so let's get excited! Hope you enjoy!ALSO THE TRAILER IS OUT AND THE VIDEO IS ATTACHED ABOVE OH MY FUCK AND HERE IS THE LINK AS WELL PLEASE COMMENT AND LIKE
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Mental Hospital ; luke hemmings
FanfictionIn which a girl dies to keep someone else's blood pumping In which a boy kills his mind to stay alive In which a girl breaks the heart of the only constant in her life In which the insane fall in love