The Mountains

Chapter 9

We stay layed down for a few minutes enjoying the room in a perfect silence except for the sounds of our beating hearts

"i'm really lucky i have you" harry says breaking silence barriers

"i love you harry" i say kissing his cheek

"we really have to talk soon about when we are telling lou baby" harry says while intertwining our fingers

i let out a sigh.

"i i know. but let's wait until next week so he will still let us stay in this room alone?"

"of course beautiful"

We both go to play on our phones and i still may in his arms.

I go to tiktok and he goes to twitter

He soon turns his phone off and directs his attention to mine. he lays his head on my chest and wraps an arm over me. i put my arm behind his head.

We scroll through tiktok and soon come across a video of a boy shirtless dancing

"next" harry says softly out of jealousy.

before scrolling, i double tap the video to make him jealous. he tightens his grip around my waist.

"why'd you like that" he says

"just because" i shrug

"mm." he replies

"hey don't be jealous little baby" i say teasing him

he rolls his eyes.

i pull back and look at him.

"what's wrong" i say smiling

"you liked that video"

"harry it was literally noah beck. you're way better than him i was just teasing you" i admit

"ok whatever you say" he replies while turning over and facing the other way.

"baby" i say and he ignores me

"babe" i say again

10 minutes later i look to harry and see him sitting looking at his phone.

"harry." i say in a serious tone.

i look to the time and it reads 11:45. i turn around towards the wall and lay in silence waiting to fall asleep.

i look back and see harry asleep.

My head begins stirring in thoughts

remember the calories you ate today?

maybe that's why he's mad. he wants someone prettier. someone skinnier

i begin silently crying as the thoughts cover my entire brain.

you need to get rid of the calories.

the silence becomes too loud and i slowly creep out of bed trying not to wake harry.

it's not like he'd stop me anyways. he hates me.

I mope to the bathroom and sit in front of the toliet. i shut the door and tie my hair up. before i know it i find myself emptying my stomach. i flush the toliet and suddenly i hear harry rush in.

"hey what are you doing?!?" he yells while standing me up.

i dont respond. instead i cry.

"baby" he says looking me in my eyes