The Mountains

Chapter 40

soon my phone rings.

*Harry

H- get your ass out here or i'm coming in.
y/n- FINE!

i hang up and head out.

"everything okay?" timothee says rushing to me

"harrys here and he's mad at me. i'm so sorry. i'll text you when i can thank you for everything" i say hugging him.

i walk outside and sit in the backseat.

"get in the front" harry says rudely

"no" i say

"i said get in the front. i need to talk to you" he says angrily.

i huff and sit in the passenger side.

"what the fuck were you thinking y/n? going outside late at night ALONE then calling your ex to come get you? did you fuck him?" he yells at me making me cry.

"no harry i didn't. I had to leave the house. You lie so much to me. you told me not to worry about abby and when i got your phone you blew up on me. You are hiding things. you told me you'd leave me if i didn't stop nagging it on so i after like it was over. harry it's not fucking over." i cry

"you don't have nothing to worry about but me on the other hand, apparently my girlfriend likes to whore herself around with her ex just because she thinks i'm cheating." he screams.

"i don't whore myself around.." i mumble

"you obviously fucking do. I was here for you though everything. even when you constantly refused to fucking eat and then threw up. i was there when you were so damn annoying" he yells

i begin crying roughly. i can tell he regrets saying that.

"y/n.." he begins

i shake my head. as we arrive to the house, i run to my room, locking my door.

i can hear yelling downstairs. soon a knock jolts up my door.

"go away" i cry out

"i'm sorry let me in" harry says crying

"we're over. get away" i yell

"baby let me in" he says hitting the door.

i ignore him and he finally leaves. i hear the main door slammed closed. i soon hear louis walking up the stairs.

he knocks and i let him in.

"y/n that abby really was gemmas friend. i know that's why your mad. she was just looking for gemma. you overreacted..." louis says rubbing my shoulder.

"that's not why i'm fucking mad" i yell

"that's what harry said you were mad about.. i'm sorry..?" louis says confused.

"he brought up my eating disorder. he said it was annoying having to deal with it. Louis that's why i'm so mad" i cry

"that bitch. stay away from him do you understand me?" lou said hugging me. i nod.

after we talk, he leaves the room.

i can't believe the one person who took care of me and the one person who i thought loved me and wanted to help me... he... ive always been a burden to him.

i cry myself to sleep. I wake up around 10 and walk downstairs crying still.

"hey i know it's hard. you'll get through it" el assures me.

and she was right.

i would.