The Mountains

Chapter 31

"hey harry. Mason was wondering if you could go help him with building his porch. i would go but i have to take el to a doctors appointment" louis begins.

"yeah yeah. sure when does he need me to help?" harry asks playing with my hair.

"around lunch time." louis says.

harry nods.

"what does el have to go to the doctor for?" i ask louis and el

"just a check up babes" she says as they stand up. louis grabs his keys and they soon leave.

"you gonna be okay by yourself for a few hours princess?" harry asks me, while carrying me to the couch.

"i'll be fine" i smile. as he sits me down, i sit too hard and bump my lady part on the couch.

"fuck" i cry

"baby are you still hurting" he asks confused.

i nod.

"i'm so so so sorry. do you want me to stay here and take care of you?" he suggests grabbing me a drink from the refrigerator

"no go help mason" i say kissing him

"okay i guess i better go. i'll be back around 3. Do you need me to get anything before i go?" harry says changing his shirt.

"can you hand me my phone? i need to see when i'm gonna start my period" i ask reaching and pointing to my phone.

"of course. here i'll check it for you." he begins then stops.

"a password now? why?" he asks confused.

"just for privacy. it's 2828" i tell him and he nods.

"uhh it says you shouldve started yesterday baby" harry says looking at me.

a confused expression grows on my face.

"why are you late?" he says sitting beside me

i shrug

"you don't think..." he begins

"i don't know" i say nervously.

"aren't you on birth control?" he asks

"when i was relapsing, i use to purge after taking it..." i admit and he stands up

"what!" he says slightly yelling

"i'm sorry. i didn't think anything of it im sorry harry. i'm sure i'm not pregnant" i start crying.

"hey don't cry" he sighs and kisses my head.

"We will figure it out. Text me if you start your period or if you need me to come home." he says tying his shoes.

"ok i will" i smile

"bye baby love you" he kisses me then leaves.

I turn on netflix and begin watching the haunting of hill house as i wait for harry to get home.

i begin researching early pregnancy signs.

then i begin thinking...

i was dating timmy at the time and we had sex.. with no protection.

i begin crying.

what if i am pregnant?

what if it's timothees?

harrys going to leave me.

i'm gonna be alone.

he's going to hate me.