HER DOSE OF LIES

PRANPRIYA

JENNIE 

it was pretty odd because i never actually saw a picture of Lisa and Pranpriya together, I just saw a picture that have the same old looks like Lisa and i can't define which one of it is Lisa and Pranpriya , there are pictures hanging at her room as well as medals and certificate but it was written in Thai and i can't read them , i took some picture and ask Jisoo what that name means , Jisoo have a friend who knows how to read Thai 

i have this feeling that she is hiding something from me, i know that we talk about it already that we don't have to lie anymore , we will tell the truth but what i can't get from Lisa is it's too difficult for her to tell the truth . whatever you're hiding i will be find it out 

after the dinner we settled at the Living room ,and also having a talk with her parents , they never mention Pranpriya at all , and i glance at her mom and back too Lisa they seems looking at each other since we have arrive here this morning 

i decided to shrug it off and we decided to sleep as i put Lia to sleep first , the guess rooms are huge and Lia fall a sleep right away because she was too tired from the tour , so after that i went back at our room to take a bath , as i enter out room Lisa is already finish taking a bath , so i went at the bath room as i took the towel too 

LISA

i already instructed my parent's what they have to say and act when we arrive here , they understand the situation , but i have this deepest Lie that i can't tell to anyone , the truth is I'm the real Pranpriya , You heard it right , I'm Pranpriya And My sister's name is Lisa i took her identity because she was registered as Lalisa Manoban as the citizen of korea , while I pranpriya was only existing here in Thailand, i stole her data and owned them for me to have more access and went to U.S to study my pre law , Lisa is gone , the Pranpriya that Jennie know is Lisa , she took my name because she wanted it in the first place , i was so jealous at her 

since when we we're just kids Lisa always have what she wanted , from clothes , toys things everything . My parent supported her , when she wanted to go in Korea she ask me if she can use the name Pranpriya rather than Lisa and i agreed , of course i will because she is my sister and she still is kind to me , after years at staying in Korea she teach me to speak Korean and also show me her friends , that's we're i met Jennie . I know i never have seen her long time ago but that picture that she show me keep stuck on my head 

the night that Lisa died or also known Pranpriya , i was there and i didn't do anything to help her . i was living my Life with a lie and that's why Jennie cannot knew the real me , she won't accept me if she did , i was too late to change everything and i know that , Pranpriya died because of me not because of a car accident , we are arguing at our way home then she push me hard and i feel at the street , rather than I will die she sacrifice her self for me , she was the one who got hit and that time the reason of our argument is Jennie , I like her and i admit it  to Pranpriya , but she didn't gladly like what i said . 

after what happen , my parents talk to me and ask me what happen , i told them everything and they understand . i know they feel hurt because my sister is their favorite daughter not me . i ask if i can study abroad and change my identity to Lalisa Manoban rather than Pranpriya and since i arrive in Korea i live as Lalisa Manoban , and was called as Pranpriya with some of my friends , it was confusing that's why i decided to buried them forever but i was still worried if she knew it , she won't accept me , i can't bring her at Lisa's tomb stone or else i need to admit everything that i done to her , I love her and i was much more afraid to lose her now 

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Jennie went out of the bath room with just her towel at her body , i Look at her and stared at her chest for a while , she dress up in front of me and i gulp as she took off her towel