HER DOSE OF LIES

FEELINGS

LISA

I'm now at my office working at cases and now stressing my self drowning to forget what i felt for Jennie , damn it i can't fall for her this is all wrong 

but whenever i saw her she makes my heart happy , she is just so great to be with she took care of me last time and she went at my house every night to cook for me damn how can i hurt that kind of person such a dumb Manoban 

It's lunch and Rose' joined me at my office , i knew she knew that i'm started to like Jennie 

"So how is it been when you spent time with Jennie last time ? ... add the things whenever she went here to cook for you every night damn you should date her she is really a good catch Lisa" she said and i eat not minding what she is saying 

"Nah I'm good i think i just need to focus at my case how about you .... i saw you and Jisoo talking at the hallway of courtroom earlier , don't lie i saw it" i glare at her and she chuckle 

"We just talk and that's all , come on Lisa grow up ... and also we are trying to stay cool not rushing things " she said and i nod 

"That's good , hey tell them that we will be working late tonight ... a freaking huge company hire us for their fault so all of our lawyer will be handling cases here , call them later so that we can work late together " i motioned and she nodded 

"Ugh fucking hell ... my mind and body is tired why did i do this shit i don't want to work anymore " she groan and i laugh at her 

"Stop with the drama , go on work again i will be working too " i kick her out as we finish eating 

I really not looking forward to have a new relationship because i was too focus at my work here at the firm everyone needs me and i should be a leader to them 

after 4 hours of solving cases i just got finish them all and ready for tonight's meeting with my co lawyers , i still have few hours and i remember Jennie will be here for dinner , i laid my back at my swirling chair and sigh heavily as curse at the wind 

I miss going home , I miss my mom and dad it's been years since i visited Thailand and i kinda miss how it feels to be home 

i heard that they have a progress at bringing back my daughter here in Korea , i admit it i hate kids i don't know how will i took care of her because i was too busy and i don't know how to handle kids , damn it Lisa what a huge jerk 

and at the same time that kid is not just a kid to me she is my own child and i can't bare to give my child away Like that , i need to take Lia back 

few more moments i heard a knock at my door , i shouted that the person may come in and it was Jennie again

"Hey " i utter and she put the dinner at the coffee table 

"Hey you good ? ... i can see that you're too tired " she look worried and sigh as i stood up at my chair and walk at in front of my table i lean at the table 

"Yeah just not on the mood and lot's of load of works for nights meeting "i mumble and she nodded 

"Do you want me to go now?" she ask and i shook my head 

"No ... Have dinner with me , The meeting will start few hours away and i just finish my work so i don't have nothing to do now " i said and she nod 

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I sat  beside her and we ate together 

"So how's your work today? " i started a topic and she look back at me as she eat her food