HER DOSE OF LIES

UNTOLD LIES

JENNIE

"Who are you really?.... tell me you're Pranpriya?" i ask and all she can do is to stared at me 

"You don't have to know Who i am ... and if you do , i bet you won't accept me and if i where you don't even bother to know who i am " she said as she turn around she walk back and i followed her 

"I won't stop until you tell me who you really are " i said as i pulled her back 

"You won't like it if you did ... trust me you can't accept who really i am if you knew " she said and now i let her go , i sigh heavily and close my eyes

"If you just let me know ... i promise to accept you whatever you're hiding of " i said and she is just staring at me 

"You really wanna know ? .... Be at my office tomorrow Night " then I'll tell you what you wanted to know , after that You'll hate me and wish you never really knew who i was" she said and i Look at her eyes , her eyes are telling the truth , it was dark yet shining at the moonlight 

"Fine "i said and we walk back for her to bid her goodbyes 

"Thank you for the dinner , I'll see you guys at the court house tomorrow at 9 am " she said and they wave at her 

"Jennie can you accompany her back at her car " Mom said and i nodded 

We arrive at her car and we stood for a moment , I look a last glance at her and hold her arms before she enter the car 

"Just so you know .... I'm willing to accept who you are , even if it hurts me " i said and i let go 

"What if you knew that I'm her twin sister ... I'm pranpriya's sister , I'm her twin sister will you still accept me ?" she said in a low tone of her voice , her eyes are telling the real truth i wish it was a lie but it wasn't 

"You what?....... where is she ?" i ask and she took off my hands from her arms

"She is dead Jennie ... She died from a car accident after she left Korea because she is too drunk that night ... Now what ? are you happy now? tell me will you still accept me ?" she said and i was froze for a moment 

"This conversation is over , get some rest .... i need to go now i still have works to do " she said and she hop in leaving me alone 

I just stood outside still figuring out what she said , Pranpriya is dead , Is it my fault?. Maybe it's my fault 

i feel the sudden guilt as i went back i went at my room and lock my self in as my tears fall from my eyes , i felt that my heart shredded into Pieces as i heard her words i laid in my bed and cry my heart out , but the way i was feeling for Lisa is different , I Like her and that didn't change as i knew the truth 

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LISA

i arrive at the firm and headed at my office and pulled out some bottle of vodka , fuck it i know she won't accept me even if she knew it 

who am i kidding with , my self? . You like her now don't you ? , and now you're afraid to lose someone you just met days ago 

the inner me said and i poured a glass of vodka and drank it right away, I'm such a liar and i lose everyone because of that , maybe that's my karma after all maybe i deserve all of this to happen 

I made a phone call again to make sure they have new lead everyday

"Have you found something .... tell me you did if not I'll cut you off" i said at the line and the silence linger for a moment