No time to worry about that now, I have got to find out where Todoroki went.
Oh shit, WHAT IF HE FINDS MY CLOTHES?!
Oh shit, oh fuck, no, no, no, no... I run up the stairs, muttering cuss words the whole way.
I slammed open my door as quickly as possible, letting out a sigh of relief at seeing Todoroki just sitting on my bed.
"You feeling alright, Bakugo?" Why does he keep saying my name, we're the only two here?
"Yeah, I guess. Why?" I'm really not, but it's fine.
"You seem worried about something, and you're not cussing me out as much..." well duh, I just found out I have feelings for you but you can't know that.
"It's nothing, wanna get started now-" I was just about to finish when I hear the door open.
No, no, no, no, no, no, no! Which one is it? They can't be home already!
Todoroki must notice that I'm tensed up and started spacing out because he gets up from the bed and waves his hand in front of my face. "You sure you're alright?" No, I'm nowhere near alright.
"Y-yeah...can you just give me a minute? I h-have to go talk to my parents."
He seems a little skeptical and stares at me for a while. See, this is a blessing and a curse 1, because I like him and want his attention, and 2, because HE'S JUST STARING.
"Alright, hurry back so we can work though." He sounds worried, and I admit it makes me feel a little happy that he cares about me.
All happiness goes away when I hear, "HEY YOU DAMN FAG! GET DOWN HERE AND HELP BRING GROCERIES IN!"
Todoroki looks at me and I expect to see pity, but all I see is curiosity and.....worry?
"I-I have to go."
I turn around and open the door just in time to hear, "DAMN BRAT! HURRY UP!"
I just groan and rush down the stairs, hoping she won't say anything else. I jump the last few steps and run into the kitchen.
I'm greeted by my delight of a mother, "about time! What were you doing, hiding more of your disgusting things in that room of yours?! I'll have to go through it and burn your stuff again, won't I?!"
"No ma'am, I was just asleep."
"Well, I'm gonna go through it after dinner anyway because I'm getting tired of you saying you're sleeping all the time. If I find any more of your tranny bullshit, I'm kicking you out!"
"Yes ma'am." I look at the ground, trying not to cry. She'll find everything and then what? Where will I go? I mean, I can't live with Deku and his mom forever...
"Now, make yourself at least a little useful and bring the rest of the groceries in!"
"Ok." I turn around and walk away, my anxiety climbing higher and higher.
I grab all of the stuff she bought and manage to carry it all inside with one trip. I then put everything away and dash towards the stairs, trying to get to my room before she realizes I'm done.
"WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU GOING?! YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED BACK IN YOUR ROOM UNTIL I GO THROUGH IT! NOW, GET DOWN HERE AND DO LAUNDRY, WORTHLESS!"
"Yes ma'am." Whhhhyyyyy?!
As I'm folding laundry, I start to think about Todoroki. Surely he can hear all this? He's going to have questions I don't want to answer...AND WHAT IF HE FINDS MY THINGS TOO?! Just what I need, my crush hating me just like my mom does! And she said she'd kick me out! Can this day get any worse?!
Then, the door opens again and I'm ready to kill myself. Dad's home.
"WHERE ARE YOU AT, YOU LITTLE BITCH I'M SUPPOSED TO CALL A SON?!"
"Here dad, I'm doing my chores."
"THOSE WERE SUPPOSED TO BE DONE BEFORE WE GOT HOME! AND WHAT'S THIS YOU'RE MOM'S TELLING ME ABOUT YOU BEING BACK AT IT AGAIN WITH YOUR FAIRY BULLSHIT?!"
"I'm sorry I didn't get a chance to do them, and I didn't do anything." Nothing that you know of, at least.
"OH YEAH, DIDN'T DO ANYTHING?! ARE YOU CALLING YOUR MOM A LIAR?! YOU'RE FUCKING DISGUSTING, WE'RE THROWING YOU OUT TONIGHT SO YOU'D BETTER PACK YOUR FUCKING BAGS! I WILL NOT HAVE A FAGGOT, MISTAKE LIKE YOU FUCKING UP MY HOUSE!"
"Yes sir, I'll go pack now..."
"LEAVE AS SOON AS YOU'RE DONE, I CAN'T EVEN LOOK AT YOU!"
"Y-yes sir..." at least I won't have to deal with their yelling anymore, right?
I walk up the stairs and open my door, holding back tears. Only when the door shuts behind me and I slide down to the floor do I break down. I silently cry for a while but immediately stop when I feel someone hugging me.
I forgot Todoroki was here...
He's gonna hate me...
He's gonna think I'm weak...
He's gonna believe everything they said about me...
I believe everything they said about me...
"T-todoroki?" I finally manage to stop crying long enough to talk, but I sound pathetic.
"Shhhh, it's ok, just cry." I listen to him and lean into the hug, crying some more.
After a few minutes of me just laying there and crying, I hear him start talking again, "do you need anything?"
"I...I need you to call Izu...please"
Todoroki's POV
Izu? Does he mean Izuku Midoriya? I wonder why I'm supposed to call him but Bakugo just hands me his phone and tries to calm himself down again.
Am I not enough comfort for him or is there something else happening here?
I open Bakugo's phone and go to his contacts, finding Midoriya's number fairly quickly considering Bakugo's only got four or five numbers saved. I press the call button and put him on speaker.
Midoriya picks up on the first ring, I wonder how good of friends these two actually are?
"Hey, wassup Bakabitch?" Apparently very close because if anyone else called Bakugo that I'd hate to see what would happen.
"M-mercury..." Bakugo mumbles into the phone.
What?
All playfulness is gone from Midoriya's voice when he replies, "I'll be there in five or less, don't leave your room and follow our plan."
"I-I....just hurry, please? T-todorki's still here...." why does Bakugo sound afraid of me?
Midoriya sighs like he's about to scold a child, "Todoroki, are you in the room?"
"Yeah, you're on speaker?" I'm so confused, why does it matter?
"Listen, Katsuki." Bakugo instantly sits up and takes the phone as fast as he can.
"Yes..." he still sounds afraid? What's going on? Do they want me to leave?
"We talked about this. I know it's not technical but he's probably going to find out sooner or later. Plus, you know what those two will do if they find any proof of whatever they think this time. Just follow the plan we have set, ok?" It's like they're speaking in a foreign language.
"Ok...I'll do it..." Why does he sound so scared?
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Started writing: August 2nd, 2020
Finished writing: August 2nd, 2020
Published: January 6th, 2021
Words: 1216
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