Am I Allowed To Be?《Shoto X Femboy Bakugo》

Chapter 9

Bakugo's POV

I was so tired that I thought I'd fall asleep as soon as Sho left the room.

Too bad I couldn't get comfortable.

I was tossing and turning for what must've been hours. I heard Sho start the water and get out a while later. I also heard a soft thud a few minutes later and almost got up to check on him when he opened his door and closed it behind him. I was in that half-awake half-asleep state and I didn't know what to do about it.

I have comfy clothes on, I have my stuffy, the room's dark, and I'm alone-

I'm alone.

Did he not want to sleep with me? Why did Izu leave me here? Does he trust Sho? I feel lonely....would Sho get mad if I went in and cuddled with him?

I really want to cuddle with him.....

I get out of bed slowly, what if he says no? What if he kicks me out and just tells me to go back to bed?

I take Lord Explosion Murder the bear with me for emotional support. Eventually, I end up sitting on the floor in front of my still-closed door. What if he kicks me out? I really don't want him to be mad at me...

"Ok, I'll never know if I don't try..." I whisper to myself before I stand up and open the door in basically one movement so I don't have time to think.

As soon as the door opens, I squeeze LEM tighter and slowly take a step into the hall. This house is actually pretty scary at night, it's so warm and cozy during the day but then it gets dark and everything makes weird shadows and noises.

I walk across the hall to Sho's door and hesitate again, what do I do once I get in there? How do I ask him? Do I just crawl into bed? Should I turn around?

I've already made it this far, might as well commit.

I slowly push on the door and I can swear my heart stopped when it creaked and Sho sat up, did I wake him up? Is he going to hate me now? What do I do now?

I squeeze LEM tighter and snap out of my thoughts when I hear Sho laughing a little.

I love his laugh....it sounds like music. He gestures for me to jump on the bed, "c'mere". His voice sounds slurred and still half asleep.

I walk over to one side of the bed and hesitate a little before sliding onto it. He laughs at me again and lays back down under the blankets, raising one arm to show me I can cuddle with him.

I'm so happy that I swear I act like a puppy when I lay on one of his arms and he pulls me closer to him, wrapping his other arm around my waist. I mumble "thanks Sho" and cuddle into his chest.

He doesn't say anything, just hugs me tighter and buries his face in my hair. What do you know, one perk of being short.

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Time skip brought to you by Midoriya's super overprotective ass
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I woke up and tried to roll over, finding out I couldn't.

What?

I look over and see Sho cuddling with me, when did this happen? No complaints from me, but what about him? What's he gonna say when he wakes up?

He's gonna hate me.....

I wish I could move, just run away from this situation and hope he doesn't remember it either. Since I can't though, I might as well enjoy this while it lasts.

He's spooning me with my head on his chest so I take this chance and slowly start to rub his back. He hums in his sleep and I feel him practically sigh into my hair.