[ silence ]
"so.. where do i start?
good news first? oh wait, there's no good news.
[ laughs ]
this-this feels like a nightmare you know? because i just had my eyesight yesterday. and then suddenly,
all i can see is blur.
[ silence ]
m-my mom... brought me to a doctor, and the doctor asked me if i had an accident before this happened..
so i told them... about the incident.. and that i bumped my head pretty bad on a freaking rock..
and the doctor—he said it's because of the injury on my head.. when i bumped my head, i-it affected my eyes.
if i don't get it operated, it's gonna keep on deteriorating. until my eyes can only see pitch black.
[ heavy breathing ]
i haven't told anyone. not even my friends. not even beomgyu.
and i'm planning to keep it that way.
i don't want them to worry. this is my problem, and i don't want to drag them into this.
the school...the school's ending in a few days so it's fine. i told my mom to tell them that we're moving out. that i'm transferring schools.
[ sighs ]
beomgyu...
i know he'll be mad once he knows about this.
but it will only hurt him, and i don't want that."
[ end of rec_015 ]
