"soobin....found out.
he found me, and i'm guessing he was shocked. i mean, who wouldn't?
he was angry. and frustrated. i told him not to tell the other guys.. because i'll still be leaving.
my mom wants me to have the surgery in canada. i know, it's ridiculous right? i could have the surgery here, and i could have my eyes operated now...
but my mom wants us to go see my dad..
they're divorced by the way.
but i told her i don't wanna leave.
i can't.
i told her to wait. just a little more. maybe i'll have the courage to talk to beomgyu then.
maybe..."
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