Mute- New Jersey Boys

chapter 17

Alex's POV

I was walking down the hall just thinking about what I'm gonna say to Alejandro. I normally hate Monday's but this one is even worse. I turned the corner and saw Mattia who was talking Kairi.

"Hi, Tia." I smiled up at him once I reached his side.

"Hey, beautiful." He said and side hugged me.

"Hey, bestie!" I cheered and hugged Kairi. He laughed and hugged me tightly.

"I have to talk to you after school Mattia, will you come over?"

"Yea of course."

"Okay great, I have to find Ale."

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"Hi, Alejandro," I said once I found him. He was at his locker, putting stuff in it.

"Sup." He said and closed the locker door.

"We need to talk."

"Don't worry, I know what this is about. You realized you like Mattia more."

"How... How did you know? Did Danny tell you! Because if so imma-"

"No Danny didn't tell me, I can just see it. The way you look at him, the way you smile a little when his name is brought up. It clear to everyone and im just happy you finally figured it out, so you can be happy. But if he breaks your heart as lovers do, just know what I'll be waiting here for you."

I had no words. I just hugged him really tight.

"I'm so sorry Alejandro," I said into his chest.

"Don't be, we don't choose who we fall for."

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I was walking to my locker to get my lunch and I saw Mattia. I smiled and began to walk up to him but soon stopped as a girl ran up to him and he kissed her cheek. They were just talking and laughing, they didn't even notice I was watching.

"Alex!" Both me and Mattia looked down the hall and saw Frank.

"Oh hey," I said making Mattia's head snap in my direction.

"Hey, Alex!" Mattia cheered.

"Hey," I said softly.

"I'm still coming over after school right? To talk."

"Yeah sure," I said as I tried to walk past him.

"Hey, what's wrong?" He said as he grabbed me by the wrist and pulled me close to him. I looked around him at the girl then back up at him.

"Who's that?" Mattia looked back at her.

"That's the new girl im talking to." I could feel my eyes getting watery. I should have stayed with Ale.

"O-oh, uh you don't have to come over anymore."

"What why? I thought we had to talk."

"No um, it's cool," I said and pulled my arm out of his grip.

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It was the end of the day and I was at my locker with Julian.

"Wanna go for a ride with me and the boys?"

"Yeah sure," I said and closed my locker. We walked to Logan's car and saw the rest of the fucks.

"You sit in the middle because you're small," Danny said as he placed his finger on my chest. I smacked his hand away and got in.

"Bye guys!" I yelled as I walked into my house. We went driving for an hour before they dropped me off. I was just watching Netflix in the living room when I heard a knock on the door. I had to get it since Mar was at work.

"Oh hi," I said once I opened the door.

"Can I come in? We still need to talk." Mattia said. I moved away from the door and he walked in. He followed me up the stairs and to my room.

"I told you not to come." I closed the door and turned to see him sitting on my bed.

"I know but I could tell that was a lie. What did you need to talk about?" I sighed.

"Nothing Mattia, "

"Cut the bullshit, what's wrong? Did something happen between you and Ale?"

"No? Yes? Maybe." I groaned and slid down my door, sitting on the floor.

"What happened, tell me."

"I broke it off with him."

"What why?" Mattia asked as he stood up.

"Because." I shrugged.

"Because why?"

"Because I- um.."

"God damn Alex just tell me!"

"Because I still want to be with you!" I shouted. "And I was gonna tell you but then you told me about the new girl you're talking to and I didn't want to ruin that." There was a long pause and I looked up at Mattia. He was just staring down at me.

"I'm sorry," I whispered.

"Why are you sorry?"

"Because I've been so confusing! I say I don't want you and that I want Ale but now all I want is you." Mattia grabbed my hands and helped me up.

"The only reason I was talking to Rose-"

"Who's Rose?"

"The girl from today. But anyways they only reason I was talking to her was so I could get over you." I looked up at him.

"Really?"

"Yea Alex. I love you."  I smiled.

"I love you too Mattia." I soon felt his lips on mine. The kiss turned into a heated make-out fast. Damn this boy, he's always horny.

He pushed me on the bed and crawled over me...

Hi babes! So um yea lmao. This story is coming to an end soon and im kinda sad, I don't want to write the ending cuz I'll cry.❤