Your Touch

35. Yeah, I Guess

Grillby's Pov:

It's been calm these past few months. Yuki and Gaster moves in their new house and visits us every two weeks. Sans got a job working with Alphys as a scientist in a near by laboratory in town. In these past mouths I've noticed little things about Sans, like how when Sans is bear foot while standing in place he would slightly be on his tippy toes. Sometimes when he's alone in his room I would pass by hear a quiet sniff or light crying, maybe it's just in my head. And sometimes I would catch him just clicking a pen while boringly staring at it.

It's now Christmas time, and we're in the end of the December.

"Hey G." Sans cuddled up next to me on the couch.

"Hum?"

"How about asking your family staying over here for Christmas?"

"Really? That's Nice Of You, Ill Asked Them In A Little." I said putting my arm around him.

"Mhhhhh~"

"What?"

"You're warm~" I blushed hard with I heard that.

He cuddled on the couch for a few hours until I knew Sans was sleeping I carried him to our bed and left him there. For some reason I felt like I was being watched, I looked beside me and saw Yon.

"Grillby before you wake up Sans, I have something to tell you about him."

"Keep Talking."

"Sans... Sans, he's bottling up his emotions. So this Christmas, try and get him to let out the emotions."

"Why Are You Telling Me This?" Yon looked away.

"... just because I like killing doesn't mean I don't care for people... Sans is carrying a lot of guilt." He looked back at me with tears rolling down his cheeks.

"I'll tell you something you might not want to hear but, the reason why Sans is on toes while standing in place is because of what happened in his childhood. That's all I can tell you."

"I really shouldn't be here right now, here." Yon passed me a few books.

"Read these, Sans wrote journals in his childhood. You'll find out more about what happened."

"T-Thank You."

"No problem, but I need to go." Yon then disappeared.

I looked back at Sans with the books in my hand. I quietly walked out the room with the books in my arms. Should I read these with someone? Papyrus? No, he'll get to worried. What about- no.

Guess I'm alone while reading theses.

I walked downstairs and placed the books on the coffee table while I sat on the couch. I looked at the first one still questioning if I should read them. Taking a breath in I opened the book.

Date: xxxx xx xxx

Me and dad were doing a experiment in the lab when something exploded. He said that he was going to check it out, I followed him and another explode happen right in front of us. It knocked dad off his feet and he got cracks in his skull because of it. He told me to leave because it wasn't safe, when he came back he seemed meaner for some reason. For the rest of the day he seemed to be annoyed by me and Papyrus' for no reason. I'm going to keep writing in this, I feel like somethings off.

Date: xxxx xx xxx

He hit me for talking to much, I know I have a lot of hp but it still hurt. He also called me fatty and he tripped me for the whole day. I know tripping someone doesn't seem like much, but I almost fell down the stairs.