Hope

chapter 11

Josh pov:

"Hey im off to bed."

"Alright." Louis says.

"Goodnight" Liam says.

It takes me about ten minutes to finally fall asleep..

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Im at the edge of the cliff about to dive into the water with my friend Turk, it's so beautiful outside the sun hitting the water, tress surrounding us, birds chirping, the smell of nature it's self is beautiful.

"You ready Turk. Or are you scared" i said smirking.

"Im ready when you are baby!"

"1...2...3'" time slows and it feels like im taking years to get in the water. The scenery around me changes and im no longer jumping into the water...im in a car.. it's the car that hits Claire. "CLAIRE WATCH OUT!" Louis screams. Im pressing the break as hard as i can but the car just speeds up by the second. I see Claire turning to me, tears threatening to leave her eyes. The things around me start to disassemble and reassemble into a different scenery. Im surronded by trees and a lot of people, dressed in black...were at Claire's funeral. I hear Louis speaking but i can't comprehend what he is saying.

I have stared at Claire's casket for god knows how long. I soon realize there isn't anyone here anymore and that people have left. "Josh" huh? "Josh!"... "wake up!" My eyes snap open and im back to reality. "Josh are you alright? you were screaming Claire's name over and over."

"Yea..yea..im fine Lou." I pause. "Just a bit shaken up."

"Okay. Do you wanna taco bout it?" he says smirking

"Funny Lou you're a real comedian"

"Thanks i know." He says confidently "Get back to bed. You're such a pain in the ass."

"Whatever Deby Downer. Suit yourself"

"I will"

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Liam pov:

Its about 1:20 am. Im taking a walk by the little park outside the hospital. It's quite nice actually, just an open field, a bench, a picnic table here and there, some swings, and a pond. Nothing special really, but quite and peaceful. I need to come here more often. Just to think and relax. I head to the swings to get some air in my face. 

"Hey mum..if you're listening i would really appreciate if you would help me." Nothing... silence, silence  is what i get in return. Who am i kidding im just talking to my self outside and if someone were walking by they would think im a lunatic...but i ask mum to listen all time. So to hell with them!

"Mum, i really need your help on this one.. i hit my car with someone, and she is so beautiful, she is so perfect. I could have ruined her. Im guessing she doesn't have parents that are alive right now, or they just don't talk to Claire, but the only person at the hospital is her brother Josh. The only person Josh has left is Claire, and if she doesn't survive Josh has no one left. I don't know how i could live with myself if i killed such an innocent person... it would be unbearable. I could never in a million years forgive my self if it happened.

Im sorry.. im so so so sorry this has happened..."

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