Insignificance

He Knew

You were sure you were going to be killed by the Supreme Leader Kylo Ren himself tonight.

You scurried behind him, fighting to keep up as his heavy footsteps echoed through the barren halls. You could not believe how careless you had been, but if chasing after the affections of a random pet wasn't you, you didn't know what was. You had to laugh at yourself a little, even in the face of imminent death.

Ren stopped and turned towards a door hatch suddenly, you were almost out of breath, and now your nerves had really settled in. You had chill bumps on every inch of your body as the door swung open, the tower of a man staring down at you with his mask, extending an arm, beckoning you inside. Looking around, you were shocked. The ambience was like the rest of the base, clean, sterile, mostly black and durasteele. To the right there was a small kitchen, in the center of the room a large black couch and two armchairs surrounding a coffee table, and to your great surprise windows that gave you an impressive view of the stars. What this.....his quarters? There were multiple doors, you assumed a bedroom and refresher remained somewhere within, but your confusion was undying, why would he drag you here?

"Are you going to stand there or enter the room?"

"Where, uhm, would you like me to go?Sir?"

He grabbed your elbow, leading you to the couch, "Sit." He stalked around the couch, the a predator honing in on it's prey

"You thought I was going to kill you for sneaking out of your room, girl?"

Your cheeks turned crimson, mouth hanging open, " I don't know what you're talking about" you hadn't said a word while chasing after him while he was leading you here

"What do you know of the force?"

You scrambled for words, "Nothing, really. We all heard the stories growing up of force users, but other than it giving you the capabilities to throw things around with your mind I have no idea"

He cocked his head at you, "Well this explains the insolence of your thoughts. I can hear them. You are incredibly loud."

You could have died right then and there, of course, you forgot that one part of the stories of the force. Your head was swimming, what else did he hear? Did he hear you in your room, doing that? Oh god oh god oh god-

Amidst your inner turmoil, his hands reached up to his helmet, you heard a hiss and click as the face piece released from his face, he lifted the helmet off of his head and set it on a nearby table, you were sure you were going to faint.

He was a God, absolutely beautiful. Waves of Raven locks fell below his strong jawline, full pink lips were sat perfectly under his sharp lined nose, freckles were perfectly placed against his pale skin, and golden brown eyes were burning into your very soul. You had always wondering what he looked like, he could have been a monster under that mask, but your expectation were blown out of the water.  You didn't realize you were holding your breath until you got light headed.

He quickly stalked over to you, grabbing your chin roughly and directing your gaze into his eyes, "You need to learn respect, insolent girl! You may have been chosen by maker knows who to be a candidate for my wife,"  He sneered " But I will not tolerate disrespect"

"You cannot expect me to filter my thoughts somehow?!" You exclaimed, ripping your chin out of his hand. Danger or not, you were furious at such a ridiculous requirement, you couldn't do that even if you had tried. "I did not even want to be a 'candidate for your wife' in the first place so excuse me for not doing ample research on how I should censor my thoughts!" You had stood up with your wave of anger, few inches between the two of you.

You could see the rise and fall of his chest in fury, hear the leather rub and he clenched his hands, his eyes burning with the fire of rage, and something else...

"Is that so?" He said through clenched teeth, you barely noticed his hand reaching up towards your throat, suddenly grabbing it, hand dwarfing your neck.

"Because I swore...earlier this afternoon...you weren't unhappy to have been brought here" Oh gods, he knew. He KNEW. Your breathing was rapid as his fingers grazed up your throat, up to your lips, two fingers prodding at the entrance. Your lips parted slightly, mind in a haze, and he took that opportunity to push his fingers into your mouth, prompting you to begin sucking lightly. You could not believe this was happening.

"Such a better use for this smart mouth" the smallest moan left you, his eyes becoming feral, you pressed your body towards him, feeling the hard twined muscle of his abdomen against yours. 

And then, as quickly as it had begun, his fingers left your mouth and he stepped back breathing heavy.

"Leave" He huffed, seconds passing before leading you by the arm to the hatch of his door, it swinging open as you neared.

All you could do was stare at him, all of the fluctuation between his actions and your feelings had you at a standstill unable to form coherent thoughts or words.

"Did you not hear me? Go back to your room, now"

You pulled together your shattered mind and nearly ran into the hall, cursing yourself and that complete asshole until you made it back to your room.