Insignificance

Like Old Friends

You barely slept a wink that night. Tossing and turning, sifting through the memories of your night step by step. What the hell was that? Was that a fever dream or were Kylo Ren's fingers in your mouth? Why was he so beautiful? Your brain hurt. 

You were awoken by an alert on your datapad with a schedule of the so called meetings with all of the girls today, they seemed to be thoroughly spread across the day. Your heart jumped in your throat to see you were scheduled for that afternoon, second to last. You were also informed that you were free to socialize with the others in the conference room which had also been provided snacks and various games.

You had decided early on that you were not going to tell the others of last nights incident, especially that you had seen your face. You didn't want to explain that you were in his quarters, you knew it had meant nothing but some sort of sick power play by Ren. Surely that man did not want a challenging wife. But God if he didn't turn you on in the process. It popped into your head  that you need to remember he can read your freaking mind, so you need to chill with these thoughts around him. You are in control. You. Are. In. Control.

You got dressed in a simple longsleeve jumpsuit, all black, skin tight, zipper down the middle, you could use it for workouts but it was comfortable and you did not feel the need to dress up today. Hair in a high pony,  light makeup, and coffee in hand you headed to the conference room.

You saw they had brought in a small couch, which Isolde had sensually draped herself on, no doubt anticipating a random stop in from Ren. She was picking at her muffin and pretending she didn't notice you enter. Across the room you saw Calista and Odette talking, they looked up smiling and waved you over. You happily headed their way.

"Hey honey! How was your night? rest well?" Odette's bubbly nature spilled atop today, her happiness a contagion, her curls bouncing with every word.

"Had a hard time sleeping but otherwise it was good. Nothing much to speak of." Lies.

"Enya is in her meeting right now, I wonder how its going. That poor girl was shaking like a leaf! At least they spared her the wait and nervousness of the day"

Calista snorted," Nervous? Me? Never. He is probably just going to ask what we will provide for the order and how good can we suck dick"

I choked of my coffee, sending us all into a fit of laughter. I really loved these girls. We fell into easy conversation for the next hour, chatting about whatever came to our minds, it was endlessly refreshing. My mind was free of conflict while we were hanging out like old friends.

The doors opened and there was General Hux, calling for Calista.

"Well boys, guess its my turn, wish me luck!" I gave her hand a quick squeeze before she left.

In the next few hours Odette was called, Calista had returned and said that the meeting consisted of her sitting at Ren's desk being asked questions on how she felt about the order, how her family felt, so essentially she was right. She said she got the strangest headache during the meeting, you couldn't help but wonder if that was the mind reading Ren was up to.

You were settled in a chair playing an old planets game, chess with Calista when your name was called.

Your stomach did flips, you were so distracted all day you nearly had forgotten everything.

Well, you had no choice now, you pushed yourself off the chair and headed to Kylo Ren's office, whatever that may bring.

*Authors note- Hey guys! Thank you so so much for reading. I seriously can't believe anybody at all is reading this, and I love your comments. I promise some tasty smut will be ahead, but as a book reader myself I wanted to build up the story just a little bit so it didn't get too corny and I can continue this for a while. Much love! -S