Chapter Two

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At my house I finished and cleaned up the kitchen before my parents got home. Now I laid on my bed, reading Finn's note he wrote me.

Note
Hey, I have an idea for our date. We could either go to an amusement park or to a concert. We can see Bon Jovi if you're considering the concert. You've told me you've never been to a concert. You also have two other choices, Harry Styles or The 1975. Or if you have any other ideas, I'm down.

God I can't stop thinking about you, you're fucking adorable. And I can't stop cringing about what I'm putting. Instead of erasing, I'm going to keep ranting about how cute you are. I've talked about you to my parents so many times that they're getting annoyed. My dad even yelled at me to shut up...before laughing like crazy and claiming I got it crazy for you. It's weird, I've never had an interest in a girl, not even the slightest(and no, I'm not gay or bi), but when I met you. Shit, i can't even describe it, only that you stabbed me with your beauty. Sounds cheesy, I wanna hit myself with my guitar. Is it okay if I do that?

Yeah, I'm sure you'd tell me to go for it. I wanna kiss you like crazy right now, with music blaring behind us. I don't know why but listening to a song while kissing you is heaven. Yeesh, I need to shut up. I'll see you soon♡

Sincerely, Finn

I wiped my tears away, hearing the front door slam shut. "Y/N GET DOWN HERE!" I sighed, getting up. However I didn't meet them downstairs, I leaned against the staircase, smirking at my mom's angry expression. "Explain to me why you stole from me."

"Stole what exactly?" I smart off.

"Don't play dumb! You know exactly what you stole from me young lady!"

I rolled my eyes, banging my head again the wall. "It's called surviving. If you give a single fuck about me you would know. God I can't wait until you die." I ignored her calls after me, slamming the door so hard the whole house shook.

I put my headphones on, ignoring her slamming on my door by putting my music on full blast. The house rattled and the door shook, I only stared at it, picking at my scars. Within minutes it finally ended, leaving me to scream at my thoughts.

I'm slowly losing it, I don't know how I manage to get out of the place. I'm no better, not even close. I'm still that broken girl who can't control her body. I'll still see Dr. Howell, I have a counseling session with her twice a week. I'm kind of looking forward to seeing her. However I'm not going to explain what went down.

Flashback

"Hey, it's that sick bitch. Wonder what she's doing here." A boy my age snickered to his friend. "Think she'll suck my dick if I cut myself?" I clenched my fork, eating as if I didn't heard them. Relax, don't do anything. If you ignore them, they'll eventually stop. "Hey, Y/n right? Or can we call you bloody Mary?" Don't pay attention. "I know you hear me. Come over and have a chat with us." I look at him through my peripheral vision, clenching my jaw. "Is it true you stabbed someone in the eye?" No, but you're gonna be my first. "Babygirl, come hang with us."

"Shut. Up." I growled.

The boy smirks, licking his teeth as he straighten up. "She speaks. Bloody Mary speaks. I have a question, will you bang me if I go down on you while you're on your period?" God, shut the hell up for once. His friend joined in on his laughter, however he was hesitant. He should be scared. They all should be. "Baby, wanna come for a ride?"

I looked away, going back to eating my meal that was already getting cold. David got up from his seat, asking me if I wanted for them to leave through his facial expression. "I'll ignore them." I mouthed, continuing to eat.

"Oh Y/n! I love it when you ride me and cut my neck!" The boy moaned.

"Dude, shut up." The other one yelled.

"Oh come on, it was hilarious. Ain't that right? Don't worry, she's just a girl with no emotions. A boy wouldn't even go out with her because she's a sicko." No, don't go there. "If they did, they just wanna get laid. I don't blame him though, a freaky girl is a freak in bed. Facts. Have you ever had a boyfriend? How long did it last? A month? A week? A day? They'll always run. It's a fatal instinct. I be-" I did black out, I knew exactly what I was doing. I could hear his screams and see his blood.

"YOU BITCH! THIS BITCH JUST CUT ME!" He screams with fury. There was a deep gash in his arm, blood coming at a fast pace. David came running, furious. Not at me though.

"You boys get the hell outta here!"

"What!" The guy yells, getting in his face. Wrong move dude, wrong move. "No way, this bitch needs to be the one that's leaving."

"I didn't see anything besides you jackasses harassing her. This girl been throug enough shit. You take your asses outta here and never come back."

"Fuck you." Now they pushed him past his limit. Everything spun outta control when he spit on David. I grinned, watching David pick the boy up and literally threw him out.

His friend just stood there, scared as he got out his wallet to pay for the meal. His face turned paler than the dead when David turn to him. "I don't need your shitty money. Get out in one second or else you'll end up like you friend." He didn't have to be told twice, running like a mouse.

For the next few moments, everyone was silent. Everyone as in David, Alejandro, and I. Before we burst out laughing. "Damn, you cut him deep. I'm proud of you for sticking up for yourself." Davud ruffled my hair before returning to the kitchen. "Remind me to never get you mad." Alejandro mumbled, scared shitless.

End

I turned against the wall, closing my eyes.

Adri Note:
Finn will come within the next couple of chapters. I'm still planning things out. How is it so far? I'm trying my best to keep your character pretty and crazy.

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