FreakShow | Finn Wolfhard x Reader

Chapter Four

Made by Me^

Quick info, I changed up the Playlist(the first one). So like check it out and see if it goes with the book...idk I highly doubt anyone would listen to the playlist. I'll make it on Spotify soon though

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Afte two hours at Dr Howell's house, and our appointment was only suppose to be an hour, we called it a day. "It was good seeing you...even though it's only been a couple of days." I mumbled, waving at her as I got in my car.

"Yeah, I'll see you here in a few days. If you have any blackouts or wanting to hurt someone, please call me."

"Yeah, sure." I respond, driving to the nearest grocery store. I chewed on my nails on the way, occasionally looking behind me. A few police officers looked my way, one I knew too well. His scar still visible when I tried to bite his nose off when I was young. I didn't mean too, he just scared me and when he picked me up(and it wasn't gentle), I panicked.

At the grocery store I got out my list, hating the long list, my parents don't know how to shop. I grabbed anything I knew we needed the most, along with a few junk food I'll hide in my room. Half an hour into my shopping, I realized I had to get two buggies. I like going grocery shopping once a month. But I only go five times a month if I need a few things I'm running out of. My mom used to take me grocery shopping and I would love it, always getting ice cream afterwards. That all changed, and I like being alone. To me, there were nothing to worry about, no one to disappoint, no one to lie to, no one to care about. Except Finn. When I was young I vowed to never fall in love, but I broke it. Who doesn't break a promise though? It happens all the time.

I walked out, putting everything in my car when my stomach started rumbling. "Seriously? When I'm all out of money?" I rolled my eyes, looking for any loose change to get something from Taco Bell on the dollar menu. When I somehow did, I sped fifteen minutes down the road, singing along to Crush Culture by Conan Gray. Crush culture makes me wanna spill my guts out. At Taco Bell I got a Beefy Frito Burrito, heading to the park. There, there were a bunch of little kids screaming and running, mothers chasing after them while laughing. The sight made me want to puke. What's the point of loving a child when your relationship falls apart? So many years put to waste.

I sat down at a bench a little way, near the basketball court. I put my earbuds in, blocking the screams out, looking down at my bracelet. Finn got me it, it wasn't much but he got it at some thrift store. It was a diamond bracelet with an owl and a music note. I love it with all my heart though. A smile made my way to my lips, placing the bracelet over it. "Okay, no need to get all sad and depressed, just eat your fucking burrito." I scold myself.

Half an hour I was still seated on the bench, looking at children to children. A few had backpacks on and made me wonder on how I'll handle school this year. Too crazy to understand life, that should be my motto. Maybe I should get that tattooed. I secretly got one on my thigh, it's just a small sunflower, black and white. I don't like having colors of ink on me, unless I feel like it.

A skateboard, well more than one was heard down the walking path, making me intrigued. God I haven't skated since I went to that piece of crap. And I have no idea where mine is, not gonna be surprised if my parents sold it for money. They do that sometimes, that why I have a lock on my door. The skateboards were coming closer and son I saw three boys zooming by. One of them shoved the other playfully before running over a pebble, flying to the ground. I laughed at them, at their idiocy. Sometimes I wished that I had friends, it gets lonely sometimes. Alejandro is the closet to be considered friends but we never actually hang out. I should ask him sometime, I've known him my entire life.

Suddenly I choked on air, a face coming in view. No, oh no. Please no.

Finn was among the skaters, along with Malcolm and some other dude I don't know. For some reason I placed my hands over my face. What am I doing? That's making it seem more noticeable. God I should just leave.

I quickly grab my bag, looking back to see Finn laughing hard. He looks so adorable whenever he laughs, the way his eyes shine bright. Shit, shut up and go and quit gawking. I couldn't hold back and look one last time, and that was when our eyes met.

The look on his face was like the air got knocked out of his lungs, the face becoming paler than its usual. For some reason I wanted to cry. I've never thought I'd run into him, maybe think I would sooner or later. But definitely not this soon. Did a part of me hope to see him within such short notice? Yes, but I'm not prepared. Not at all.

Malcolm realized Finn wasn't paying attention and look to see where he was looking. His reaction was the exact same as Finn's, however he quickly regained his posture, approaching me. Why is Malcolm approaching me? Just go on with your day, be a normal friend and shove Finn ahead, making him go. But no, Malcolm was approaching me with a small smile. The guy behind them was clueless and just decided to follow him. Finn just stood there, staring at me in a way I couldn't understand. Was it sadness? Happiness? Mad? There was so many, some I never knew existed.

After what seemed like eternity, Finn walked my way as well.

"Hey Y/n." Malcolm smiles, getting my attention off of him. "I'm glad your out. How long?"

"Two days."

His eyes widens again, nodding. "Damn."

"Yeah..." I looked behind him, seeing Finn peek over his shoulder like a shy three year old. He parted his lips, finally speaking. "Hey..."

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Adri Note:
This is absolute crap, I meant to finish this last night but fell asleep and I woke up earlier than expected for band camp and I just rushed this. Sorry...