Damian one-shots

You are strong

Trying to spread awareness.

TW: Depression and PTSD warnings.

There is a lot of stories about it but I want to go more in-depth in the issue and write a story with our Batfamily as people substitute. Also some more common and uncommon symptoms.
Some will be based on some things that have happened to me. I haven't been diagnosed with depression or PTSD but I some similarities to some symptoms in my life so some stories will be based on real experiences so, therefore, may seem different than the ones which I do make up.

PTSD = Post Traumatic Stress Disorder

EVERYONE'S TRAUMA IS VALID.
I'm going to repeat it.
EVERYONE'S TRAUMA IS VALID.

No matter which one you think is "worse". They are both VALID and can/do come from horrible experiences.

If you need to talk, Dm me on here. I will answer as soon as possible and I won't judge. I will listen and if you need me to give some advice, but I will never judge you ever

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Ages:
10- Damian
16 - Tim
Finding out about the PTSD
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Damian's POV:
    When I was thrust upon my father, I was 7. I've been in his care for 3 years. I- I thought his ideals were unrealistic but respected his wishes about killing. 

   I started, after a little while, feeling well about not killing. It was odd and felt demeaning to me at the beginning. I first thought it was because he thought I couldn't handle the killing. I found out that it was because we are never better than them.

"If you kill one Murderer, The number of murderers stay the same."

Then the classic response of...

"Kill two"

.  But it doesn't work that way, it stays the same. That murder causes a disturbance of everyone connected to them. It could increase the murderers by people trying to avenge someone or having a psychotic break. I learned that. The lives I have destroyed made me have repercussions. I thought I could handle it on my own.

     I was handling it. Today I couldn't. Mother would be so disappointed. It was Thursday. I had a few taunts as I walked down the halls in Gotham Academy halls. Examples:  Terrorist, useless, daddy's money, Bruce Wayne should have left in the trash can, etc we're some of the things I've been getting. Anything that related to my ethnicity and past sometimes did not go unnoticed for a reason unknown to me.

      I just walked over to the kids I had made nice with. Some I could consider friends, like Mia Mizoguchi (leader of the detective club who is quite smart and I sometimes wanna throw off a bridge but whatever we don't talk about that.). She is very eccentric. She just talked and I listened.

My day wasn't very decent in general, I wanted to just go home and hide in my room. Screw emotions but I'm just want to lay in the darkness in a ball and forget something. I don't know what I want to forget but I do.

There will be an assembly today for middle school and down. I am in the 8th grade for 'social skills'. I am in assembly one, unlike the kids I talk to who had Assembly two. The high schoolers had a half-day for the assembly because it was only for the "younger" That means Drake was already at the manor.

A detail I soon forgot as I entered the assembly room which was bustling with kindergarteners screaming in Joy while running around and the others talking a mound each other. While Some of the oldest was doing work, others... not so much... * cough*.

I took my seat on the outer edge of the bleachers so that I could leave as soon as possible. I place my binder beside me. The assembly soon started. Everything was going okay until the kindergarteners were taken to the middle so they could show the principal what they need to do in a tornado. They all lined u-