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BROOO IM SO BAD AT UPDATING. SO IMMA UPDATE EVERY TUESDAYS FRIDAYS AND WEEKENDS. THIS IS GONNA BE A LONGER CHAPTER TO MAKE UP FOR THE TIMES I DIDNT UPDATE YURRRDDDDD.
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Me and des were on the same team and we were winning. It was the last score and I had the ball ( okay do t judge me I never played soccer before do I don't know just go with it ) I stepped alot of people then I was about to score then someone pushed me really hard hitting my head on the ground. I looked up and saw Mattia laughing then everything went to a blur then I passed out
I woke up with pain in my head I observed my surroundings and realised I was in the school nurses office. " Hey you ok " I turned and saw des " yeah just my head " I fake smiled. It was an awkward silence until the school nurse walked in.
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" okay your fine just knocked your head, your fine to go back to class " she smiled. Me and des walked back to class and sat down.
" Do you know who pushed me " I asked " I don't know matthew or something. Oh there that's him " she said pointing to him.
" oh Mattia " i mumbled.

School is finally over and me and des walked out the school then someone pushed me. " watch it slut " Mattia laughed and ran off with his friends. Des helped me up and asked if I was ok " yeah " I lied. We made it to my house and des was gonna come in and I stopped her " NO, you c-cant u-umm my d-dad he umm said I c-cant have friends over when there's no one home " I stuttered hoping she would believe me.

" So who's that care in your driveway " she asked " uh its uh my um dad's but it's broken. Yeah it's broken. " I said. " Oh ok, bye
y/n " she waved. I walked and saw my dad standing in the kitchen " who the fuck was that " he shouted " m-my friend " I responded. " hahaha you don't have fucken friends you little slut " he laughed. I stood there with tears in my eyes looking down.

" I'm fucken talking to you " he said walking up to me, he pulled my hair dragging me and throwing several punches to my stomach and face " d-dad p-please stop " I cried in pain. " Shut the fuck up " he yelled throwing me against the wall and punching my head.

I thought this is it. I was numb and I couldn't feel anything. I opened my eyes realised my dad was gone I struggled to get up but eventually stood up and walked to the bathroom and cleaned my face and brushed my hair. I looked in the mirror and looked like a whole different person I had a busted lip bruised cheek and one of my eyes were badly bruised.  I silently cried hoping my dosen't hear me then my phone rang so I looked at the name
" what the fuck. Mattia ? " I was confused as why he was calling. Then I remembered. The fucking project. I answered facing my camera to the ceiling. " So you've got any ide- why the fuck am I talking to the ceiling y/n " he practically yelled. " I c-cant show my face " I said quietly

" Well i don't wannA fucking talk to the ceiling " he shouted " I cant show my face. I just can't " I said on the verge of tears. " Ok fine so where do you wanna do the project. Mines ? " He suggested " I can't I'm not allowed " i said " ok then yours "
" no. We'll just work on the project at school " I said " no I got things to do " he said annoyed
" Fine we will just do half and - WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING TO " I turned and saw my angry dad " shit sorry I uh gotta go " I said and hung up the call. " S-sorry I just had to talk about the project " i stuttered. " I dont give a fuck " he walked to me and hit me again I was numb again I layed on the floor with tears in my eyes and blood on the floor. I sat up and just cried.
I cleaned up my blood then cleaned my self up. I walked to my bed and fell asleep praying that I wake up to my dad dead.

* NEXT DAY *
Unfortunately my dad is still alive. I woke up Took a shower then parted my hair and di two french braids. I wore jeans and a navy blue champion hoodie with black AF1s. I grabbed an apple and walked outside and saw des " heyyyy dessss " I smiled " hey, oh what happens to you face " she asked " oh me and my cousin got in a fight " I lied " so who won " she giggled " me obviously " I laughed.

We made it to a school and went to class and took a seat at the back. The Bell rang and the teacher still hasn't arrived so everyone just talked or went on there phone. The door opened and everyone looked up and it was

fucking Mattia.
he looked angry but when he made eye contact with me his eyes softened. He walked up to me and sat infront of me. " what happened to your face " he asked " why do you care " I said
" Just saying you looks uglier " he laughed " fucking bitch " I whispered. The Bell rang and me and des walked out and yes of course someone pushed me I looked up and obviously it was Mattia he grabbed me by the hoodie and pushed me against the lockers " look bitch, Im not gonna let anyone disrespect me " he said. I scoffed and pushed him away " piss off dinosaur " I laughed flipping me off. He got angry and tackled me and started pulling my hair and punching me in the ribs and kicking me I was screaming trying to fight him but I couldn't. Des finally pushed him off me and she started shaking me. But I was to broken to open my eyes, move my body or even speak everything just hurt.

I woke up in a unfamiliar room. I looked down saw wires attached to my arms, I had a face mask on for my breathing, but I could barely breathe. A nurse walked in and smiled " miss y/n you got broke ribs we already fixed you up while you were unconcious and you will be staying here about a week " she said
" oh ok " I mumbled. " You also got a visitor " she smiled walking out.

Then des walked in with tears in her eyes " thank God your
okay " she said hugging me. " I'm so sorry " she kept saying " it's fine. Its not your fault. I dont wanna be here " i said " ok, I'll let the doctors know of they could let- " " no des that's not what I mean. I wanna die " I said crying " no no you can't- " I cut her off again " des you don't understand I spent 16 years in hell, I never told anyone one about this but you, at home my dad hits me that's why I didn't want you to come to my house. My dad ever since my mum died, my dad changed he came home with different girls he drinks alot, and there's never a day that goes by without me getting beaten. Then there's Mattia bullies me everyday for the reason I don't know " I said crying. Des was crying and hugging me to " y/n w-we gotta tell somebody " she said " NO WE CANT, YOU JUST, i just can't tell anybody. Please promise me you tell anyone even the police " I said " but " " please des " I said crying
" I promise " she sighed.

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