lifestyle || m.p™

stupid decision

" so since y/n is 8 and a half months we found a heartbeat on both y/n and the baby. So that's when you guys come in its either y/n or the baby "
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still Mattia pov

des told doctors if she either wants y/n and the baby, she never told me what she picked and then after that she left.

I stood out y/n room waiting anxiously it could either be y/n or the baby.

But I wanted y/n not some fucking baby.

It was about an hour and a doctor came out " you can come see
her " the doctor smiled.

I was excited I walked into the room and my smiled dropped.

" no "

I saw a doctor cradling a baby while a sheet covered y/ns body

" I don't want a fucking baby, I want y/n " I cried

" Sorry sir decision has already been made by her friend ".

" No bring her back alive, bring y/n back " I yelled

" Sir "

" Don't fucking sir me the fuck I look like " I was frustrated des is a bitch

" She's dead, you can't bring her back " the doctor said

I sighed and sat by y/n

" want to hold your baby "

" Fuck no adopt that shit. " I angrily said then walked out.

I drove to des's house

" Why the fuck would you pick some baby over y/n " i yelled

" I'm s-sorry I had to " she cried

" What do you mean you had to,we could always make another one, but your dumbass decided to pick some baby over your own friend " I yelled

" Where's the baby " des quitely said

" Who cares where the baby is, imma adopt that shit " I laughed

" You can't it's apart of y/n " she yelled

" Well I can't have something that reminds me of her okay " I sighed

" I'm sorry " she said

" Fuck your apology, you know you could of came to me and we would of both decided together but no you selfish self decided to do it on your own " I shouted making her cry.

I drove to my house and walked into my room and slamming the door behind me

" fuccckkk whyyyyy meeee " I shouted crying.

I could feel my eyes getting heavy I shut them and heard faint shouting.

" Mattia "

" Mattia "

" Mattia "

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that it's. That's the enndddd