Palinoia [Yoonmin]

31.

"Do you like this?" Yoongi whispered against his ear.

Jimin breathed heavily while nodding. His body had never felt this good. Every atom was exploding and Yoongi's touch was hypnotizing.

"I've never felt this good Yoongi." He whimpered.

"I promise to always make you feel this way." He told kissing his lips. 

Jimin woke up in a puddle of sweat. He was breathing uncontrollably. When he touched his forehead he quickly uncovered himself.

His erection was painfully poking through his wet pajama pants. A deep shame fell over him within seconds.

So he got out of bed removing his clothes and sat on the floor for a minute. After confessing his feeling for Yoongi nothing much had changed.

He hugged him and held him for a long time. Then nothing else was said. Yoongi hadn't brought it up since and it had been four days already.

For the most part they were back to their normal. Except Yoongi was more aware of not hurting his feelings.

It made Jimin wonder if he did it because he cared or simply because he felt bad. Was this just for pity? Was all of it for pity?

Suddenly, Jimin heard a noise coming from the living room. It had to be Yoongi. He could hear his soft breathing and the fridge door open.

Though he didn't want to go out like this he wanted to see him. He needed to. Any opportunity to be in the same room with him was more than good enough.

Jimin got up and dug through his closet of clothes pulling out random articles. When he was dressed he headed out the room.

"Hi." Yoongi quietly said when he spotted Jimin walking in the room.

"Hi." He responded.

"I see you're wearing your usual style." He smiled.

Jimin looked down at his tacky outfit. Obnoxious yellow shirt, green shorts and yellow socks.

"I am."

"Good. I like this better."

"Me too. Why're you still up?" He asked. It was almost eleven and he had work the next day. This wasn't like Yoongi who was almost always on a sleeping schedule. 

"Umm...I can't sleep."

"Insomnia?"

"You can call it that. I actually came to eat something and I will shower. It might help me sleep. How about you?"

"Same."

"Are you okay? You look a bit flustered."

Jimin touched his sweaty face remembering the erotic dream. "Oh, uh...yeah. I was...it's hot."

"Have you tried sleeping again? You won't always have nightmares you know that, right?" He asked taking a bite of the plain sandwich he had prepared himself.

"Yeah. I know. I can't go to sleep. I'm scared. My dreams feel too real. Way too real." He mumbled embarrassed.

"I sometimes have some weird dreams too."

"How weird?"

"Well, one time I had a dream I met Jay Z and then I got really bad diarrhea. In the dream of course."

"Wow. That's really weird. Who's Jay Z?"

"What? Are you serious? I have to show you his music. He's like iconic as fuck."