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Part 7

C H A P T E R   7: More Ways I Changed For You To Like Me

Blink 182 - Okay, I was into alternative, punk-pop, punk rock, and all of that. But Blink - 182 was so popular. I couldn't get into them except for All The Small Things. But she started to listen to them bc of a guy she knew that could play their songs and so I started to listen to them. 

FUCK! 

I mean, I'm not mad bc I really love them now but now everything just reminds me of her and I WANT IT TO STOP!

That one song that was like " do you want to go to a party, my friends will pick me up at 11:30" and she is like I know you weren't serious bc you don't have any friends :O 

whatever I loved her, and only her. I held her hands multiple times whenever I could. 

5 Seconds Of Summer - I HATE how everyone was over them. I remember that I heard of them by her. I was okay they are okay but I'm not going to be a follower. Lo and behold, I like them. Somehow English love affair does something to me. IDK what, but I love that song. I also already explained the Heartbreak Girl song. But yeahhh, I loved her I guess.

21 Pilots - same, she introduced me and so I started to listen to them to talk to her about it. 

Paramore - I mean it's the same story. But yeah, now I listen to them. I still listen to these bands and she still pops up every once in awhile in my head. 

Trucks - Her dad had a truck and she should drive it sometimes and once she is like "omg I want a truck because they are so cool" I thought trucks were lame. But of course, she changed my opinion. Yes, now I want a truck or a boyfriend/girlfriend who owns a truck -_- 

Candles - I went to her house a couple of times, this one time I guess she had just gone to the store and like bought a lot of candles. And now I also have candles in my room. I am pathetic. I should probably get rid of everything that reminds me of her to see if it was really me or not. 

Nightmare Before Christmas - That one song from Blink- 182, I Miss You - "we can live like Jack and Sally if you want", yeah that was one of her songs and she really loved that movies and so by default it became one of my favorite movies as well. I'm not sure if I wanted to be like her or if I really loved her? I knew she was cool, did I want to be cool too or did I want to spend more time with her by having more things in common?

Marvel movies - I thought I was cool hating superhero movies except The Incredibles. In P.E. class was when I found out she liked Marvel movies, and like loved Captian America. And I'm like you know what? I will watch some as well. So I'm not sure if I'm into them because she liked them or if I really like them. I do know that I like Iron Man tho. I can't believe I changed so much for her.

Drake - I totally forgot about this one. I was listening to Travis Scott and remembered that one time I started to listen to hip hop and stuff. I never liked hip hop I was more into like Pierce the Veil and stuff like that. Never into pop or hip hop or anything everyone was really into. But somehow I ended up listening to Travis Scott.

 Then I hung out with her and she was really into Drake- fucking for free. And so I started to listen to it?? I don't know she just makes me want to change so she could like me more. I was obsessed with her. And so I listened to more Drake songs because apparently that is what she was into? 

I introduced her to Friends. I hope that whenever she watches it it reminds her of me. I really hope so, because if not, I didn't mean anything to her.