message in a bottle of wine

*three*

Feels like I'm falling
from the highest height
and I can't avoid
what gravity brings
for me.
If you could just help
me...
holding my hand
would be enough.
But you never cared
you never heard
you never saw.
I went from falling
all in you
to falling apart
and now I don't know
how to comeback
to the light.
Feels like despair
fear
anxiety
addiction.
Feels like I need to get rid of you
but you're stuck in my soul.
Why did you have to make me
a fool?