message in a bottle of wine

*six*

I heard you say you'd be at the door
but I was too scared to open.
I heard you sing about waiting for me
but I was always in a rush.
You said you wanted just a little bit of my heart
but didn't you know you always had all of it?
I was never the good one to talk
'bout feelings
'bout emotions
'bout "what ifs"
and fears.
You knew the real me
since the beginning,
and I'm sorry
I let you down.
I heard you say you'd be coming back
but it was not to me.