it all started in a cabin... Noah schnapp

4-family drama

He then walks over to a shelf and puts on weird glasses, "whoa!! THEESE are funky!" "Noah we don't know who's those ares!" I say laughing. He shrugs his shoulders while chuckling and walks upstairs. We then both head upstairs. We all sat in the living room and I sat next to Finn. He was texting someone I looked over and read the texts it was to our mom:
Finns text:
Finn- hey mom!
Mom- hey sweetie! How are you?
Finn- good
Mom- how is jack and all them doing?
Finn- fine.
Mom- are you guys having fun?
Finn- yep so much fun!
Mom- I'm sorry Emma went with you, I'm sure it's less fun without her.
Finn- no it's fine!

after I read what our mom said I starting tearing up and my heart dropped. Why do they never care about me, it's so stupid! To calm myself down I go on Instagram.

I start to scroll through my feed and I see a lot of people talking about how my parents hate me. Apparently my parents posted something on their story saying that I went with my brother on the trip so now Finn isn't having fun. Which isn't true, he said he was. They just said that because they hate me. It made my blood boil. Noah tapped my shoulder and showed me his phone. It was a picture of what my parents said. It was making me so mad. I already hated myself enough.

Then as if it couldn't get worse my mom texted me, she said, "how rude!? You don't even care your father was in a accident! what did I do to deserve a child like you!"
What the hell did I do! I don't understand. So I responded with, "you never told me, sorry, hope he's doing well." She then replied with, "sorry DOESNT fix it. I'm very disappointed in you." I started shaking a little. I felt an anxiety attack coming on. I needed to get out of there and relieve my pain before everyone else saw me.

I got up quickly making sure nobody noticed (they were all too busy on their phones) and walked to the kitchen. I picked up a knife. I looked around to make sure nobody was around. Then all the sudden Noah came out from nowhere and grabbed the knife. "Emma, no, what the hell are you doing!?" He said putting the knife back. I just looked at he ground completely and utterly embarrassed that he almost saw what I was gonna do. He gently lifted my head up so I was looking at him. He hugged me. "don't do it, it's not worth it. Please. Never think about doing it again, for me?" He said still hugging me. I said ok in between my sniffles. I was still shaking. He held one of my hands tightly while he played with my hair with his other hand to calm me down. He then put his hands on my waist and helped me so I sat on the counter.

"so what happened?" He asked me. I opened my phone and showed him the texts. "well, they just don't deserve you. don't listen to them, you'll be 18 soon and then you can move out, I know it hurts now, but pain is temporary. Death isn't."  He said calmly while wiping my tears and fixing my hair. That's why I love Noah, he always gave the best advice. I nodded my head and thanked him. "anytime, I'm always here for you em ." He said as he helped me down and hugged me one last time. When he hugged my I felt safe. It was amazing.

After that nothing got better. Noah went up to our room and shut the door. I don't know why, he told sadie he was tired. He's weird like that though. So I brushed it off.

My mom kept texting me saying stuff about how bad I am, fans kept posting stuff about my parents hating me, Finn wasn't talking to me, I felt like I was gonna explode.

I just wanted to leave. I wanted to run away and keep running. I wanted away from people. Sadie came up to me. "it's okay Emma, I know it's hard." She says rubbing my back. It was like Sadie was the only one who cared. I knew Noah also cared, and I know Jack would care but I honestly don't think he knows what's going on.

Well of course millie and Caleb would care too but they aren't my best best BEST friends. I nodded my head and smiled then walked upstairs. I sit on my bed and Noah came out from the bathroom. He jumped on my bed too. He handed me a controller. "can we please play roblox pleaseeeeee, it will make you feel better!" he says. "sure" I say laughing at him. He had a weird obsession with roblox, he even had a roblox blanket.

So we played, we played through lunch time, we played through dinner, until we eventually realized it was one am. I start laughing. "what!?" Noah says. "you are so obsessed with this you don't even realize what time it is, do you?" I say. He slowly slides off the bed on to the floor and he looks at the clock and looks back to me with a shocked expression. "we should watch IT." Noah says hopping back on to the bed and looking at me. "at one am?! no no no no!" I say crossing my arms. "what please!? You aren't watching it alone, and your brother was in it, you know it isn't real!" He says practically begging me.

"fine!!" I say grabbing my phone. He does this weird happy dance and turns the movie on. We watch it for about forty minutes until there was this really scary part with scary music. Like the kinda music they play when something's about to happen. Then right as penny wise appears in the screen Sadie knocks on the door. I scream so loudly and jump onto Noah then fall off the bed.

Noah starts laughing so hard he can't breathe and Sadie walks in, she starts laughing and asks, "what the heck happened!? I walked in and saw you flying!" I get up and look at both of them then start laughing. "nowah made me watch IT and then you knocked on the door and scared me!" I say flinging my arms into the air.

Noah starts laughing and I hit him with a pillow. "sorryyy!!!" Sadie says laughing. "anyway, goodnight!" She says walking out of the room. "okay I'm going to sleep now." I say.

"fine party pooper!" Noah says getting up and going to his bed. Me and Noah both face each other and we talk for about an hour until I drift to sleep. I open my eyes super quickly to see if noahs still there before I'm sound asleep. "I'm still here, go to sleep." He says staring at me. gosh I'm in love with Noah arent I?

Noah's pov:
Me and Emma talk for awhile before I notice she's getting really tired. I've known Emma for a long time and one of the things I've noticed is that, when she's had a bad day, the best way to get her to sleep is to talk to her. Every time she has a bad day, she would call me and I would talk about random crap until she falls asleep. Ever since we were younger. She starts closing her eyes and I start taking softer. She quickly opens her eyes and then shuts them again. "relax im still here, go to sleep." I say. I see her smile and before I know it, she's out.