Supremacy [Taekook]

Chapter 13

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I swallowed yet another sob, turning over and over in my sheets. It was dark outside now and I was curled up in bed, still wearing my clothes. I still hadn't gotten over Taehyung's and Jin's words from earlier.

Had I thought I was special?

Yes, I had. And I'd been wrong. I was deeply wrong all along. I was no different in Taehyung's eyes than his other pawns.

I was still small, fragile and easily controlled by the King.

I had a sigh of pain. What's wrong with me...? I had the feeling that I was gradually losing my way, that I was getting away from my main task which was to be at Kim Taehyung's beck and call. To be one of his many pawns on the giant chessboard. I protected him with my small stature, well aware that I was only a drop in the ocean that was the ring. But I was doing it. And I've been doing it well so far. Which hadn't been the case for a few weeks.

Slowly, gradually, I was losing ground in this ocean. I was crumbling on the chessboard.

A cold shiver ran down my spine and made me straighten up to take a breath. I had to give him an answer. For tomorrow. It was getting late. I let myself be flooded by something new, something I had never really had the chance to face before: my demons. Everybody had them after all, they appear at one time or another, unavoidably.

But how are my demons related to Taehyung? It didn't make any sense.

I picked up my phone and started looking for my boss's contact. I took another moment to think about Ulsan. It wasn't so much the classes that worried me, but the evolution of my relationship with the brunette. Yes, I knew it, I was almost dependent on Taehyung. And it had to stop, I had to go back to the Jungkook I was a few months ago.  The one who was intimidated by his boss without being overwhelmed by his emotions in that way.

What should I do?

I stared at my phone, playing with it between my hands. Eventually, I started to type my answer and read it several times.

To: Taehyung

Good evening sir. If you'll excuse me, sir, I won't be able to come with you to Ulsan. However, I'll keep running the club at night as I already do until you come back. Have a nice evening.

I sent it and then my eyes widened in shock. Had I really sent that? No! Well, after all... That's what I wanted, right? Keep my distance with Taehyung.Come to my senses. Feel like my old self again. Be myself. The professional Jungkook, who was a real predator with his victims. He had given me the chance to create a new personality, another life, and I was ruining it. I definitely had to forget about this whole thing with Jin.

I gasped in surprise when I realized something. Jin. He's the reason why I started to act like that. Since he came back from Japan, he made me lose all my confidence and composure. I didn't know why but his provocations and actions were deeply affecting me. I knew, deep down, that it's because it was related to Taehyung. And he was important for me: a model, an authority figure I strangely needed and... and he was taking care of me.

My phone vibrated which started me. I struggled swallowing as I opened my boss's message.

From: Taehyung