The Tattoo Kiss (Jaylor Fanfiction)

exile

June 5th; 2012
Two Weeks Later
Taylor Swift's Point of View
Dear diary,
I finally have a house of my own. I haven't lived in a house in years. Even though I just rent, it feels like it's my own home. All of my previous apartments just felt like somewhere I was staying, I didn't feel like I had a home. Maybe it's because I wasn't very self sufficient and it felt like all I was doing was trying to let us have a place to live instead of making it a home.
They always say fame and money will change a person but I don't think it will. I'm thankful and whenever I get a new asset, I feel like I'm finally out of the woods. I no longer need to depend on others help...I finally got myself a car. I don't have my license yet but I have my permit. I can drive someone around when they are around me...if they're above 20. Eventually I'll be able to drive Liv around.
I might get a cat for Olivia soon. She's always wanted one and so do I but I was never able to afford it. I still haven't told her I'm pregnant...maybe I'll just get her the cat when I tell her just in case she freaks out. I know she said she wouldn't mind siblings but kids can change their mind in 7 seconds. If I tell her that it's Joe's, maybe she won't care. She loves Joe so much.
I finished filming the music video for Getaway Car yesterday and tomorrow I'm going to work on the love story music video. We're trying to work on it as fast as possible as I'm beginning to show. Most shots will likely be placed above my stomach or I'll be hiding behind something...maybe they can digitally edit it. My bump grows bigger by the day, it's why the music videos have been rushed. Olivia has been attending the music video shoots. Between shoots, I'll check up on her. She sits next to Joe the entire time as she finds him very entertaining. Does Joe even go to his own job anymore? He says he'll never get fired but he's been absent for months and he's beginning to become stressed about it. I heard him on the phone the other day and he was arguing with his mother apparently about his job. I told him it's okay to go back to work and I'll be fine but he said Liv and I come first. If Olivia and I came first I think he would go to his own job....or is he planning to be reliant on me? I don't completely mind if he does as I relied on him for months. It's not like I can't afford it.
A lot of people have been commenting about my pregnancy. Most are positive but the others aren't so great. They know I'm not married or engaged...don't have a boyfriend either. They want to know the father but there's a boundary of how much I should reveal about my personal life. The more my life is magnified, the more I fear Adam coming back.

-Taylor <3

A knock on the door stops me from writing and I walk over to the door. I open the door and see my worst nightmare. It's him, the evil in my life who always is stuck in the back of my mind. I stand still and just close the door and lock it.

"Taylor, I know you're in there." Adam shouts.

"No, no one's here. Just leave a message after the tone....beeeep." What the hell was that? I tend to say stupid stuff when I'm in a panic.

"Taylor, open the door."

"Who's this Taylor you speak of?" What am I doing?

"Taylor, I'm not here to hurt you or anything. I just wanna talk."

"Fine." I open the door slowly and let him in.

"Nice house you got."

"What do you want?"

"I'm here for Olivia. I know she's mine. What is she 4...5?"

"None of your business."

"I want to know. Is she mine? Don't lie to me because I know you lie too much."