Smoke

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Genre: Angst
Warnings: Cheating, cussing
Rating:T
Notes: Sorry, but I think character are quite a bit ooc in this one

  Eight months is a long time. You can understand that, but promises should never be broken. That's why when Mark 'promised' to wait for you, you thought that he meant it.  You naively thought he meant it when he loved you. You should have seen the signs.

Mark and you have been together one year and eight months exactly. You got off on the wrong foot at first, sure, but once you went on your first mission together and realized how well you both work together, you REALLY hit it off. It almost felt like fate. Almost. Ela and Mark seemed a little too close, but they had been friends for longer than you had been dating Mark. Not wanting to seem like an overprotective girlfriend, you just let it go, and opted to befriend the pretty green haired girl.
As time went on, you felt more at ease about your relationship and friendship, it all seemed too good to be true. And it was.

"I-*kiss*-love-*kiss*-you*kiss*" you said in between kisses to your boyfriend. "Love you too, babe." Mark said as he held you tight and kissed the top of your head. Saying goodbye was always hard when one of you had to leave. It is especially hard when your gone for so long, three months feels like an eternity to be away from your family, friends, home, and lover. A sudden loud voice interrupted you and called for you and four other operators to board the helicopter. "Kick some ass and come home safe." Mark said while giving you one last long, loving kiss. Begrudgingly, you left the warm embrace of your boyfriend and headed to the hanger.

Mark waited for you to walk out of sight before going back to the car. Once settled in, he pulled out his phone to text Ela.
It wasn't really like it was cheating right? It's just sex, not love or anything. No, it was definitely cheating, but if he kept lying to himself enough, then maybe he'd believe it. It was kind of an open secret, if another operator saw them kiss, then he would never confirm or deny that you and him broke up and he was now with Ela. Other operators tried to tell you some weird situations they found Mark and Ela in, but you would insist they had it wrong. There was absolutely no way in hell that Mark would cheat on you.

*Ding* Mark heard a quick chirp and felt the vibration of his phone. Ela had known that you just took off. 'jeez, that was fast.' Mark thought. Pulling down his notification bar and clicking on the text that read. "Ready when you are😘" there was no mistaking what it meant. Every time you left the same shit happened. Mark would get a text, drive to go meet Ela, they'd fuck, he'd feel terrible afterwards, and rinse and repeat. This time was no different. And so he was off, to meet his poison of choice. Ela.

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Mark did the walk of shame to his car. Leaving Ela's home always felt awkward. It was clear that he was only in it for the sex, at least while you were gone that is. He wanted nothing to do with her after you got back. There was no love involved with his hookups with Ela. She was just convinent, and he was just lonely. Ela knew nothing would most likely come of this. She wouldn't get a happily ever after like she so desperately craved. It was eating her up inside, she actually thought you were a great person, someone she wanted to be. In fact, it almost made her angry. You could have anyone you wanted, but this one thing she could have, but even then she was still in your shadow. He never called her name during sex. It was always Y/N, this and Y/N that. She hated it almost as much as she hated Zofia.

Mark dropped his keys into the small tray by the door. He sluggishly walked into the home and up the stairs. His heart started to flutter as he looked around. It was as if you were here. Your perfume lingered in clothes and furniture, you decorated the house and every thing reminded him of you. Photos of you two together lined the stairwell walls. Mark was suddenly jolted awake when he nearly stepped on the cat you two had.  Well more of your cat. He used to own it, but as soon as the two of you moved in together his precious cat charlie decided he hated Mark and found comfort in his new mother, you. Charlie swiped at his legs and ran off to God knows where. Even that reminded him of you. Man, was he pathetically in love with you. This thought made guilt creep back into his conscience. 'she loves me, and I cheat on her' disgusted mark makes his way to the master bedroom to grab some clothes and take a shower before heading to bed.

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