My Love for You | TK°

(20) Falling Apart?

Jungkook's POV

It has been a month since that incident happened with Jennie. Everything has been going pretty normal so far. But there is one thing that's going on in my mind. From a week and half more like from 12 days me and Taehyung hasn't been able to talk or spend time together properly.

The reason for that is that these days both Taehyung and me have been busy. I have had many assignments lined up and also exams are starting next week. I spend most of my time studying in library with Jimin hyung and Hoseok hyung while Taehyung has been busy with the meetings the university is having constantly nowadays. He has many works too like setting up the questions for exams and board meeting are quite handful.

Nowadays we aren't coming back home together. Sometimes I come late or sometimes Taehyung would come late. We haven't been getting time for each other. We only see each other in class properly. Lunch breaks have also become lonely. Its only me, Jimin hyung and Hoseok hyung who eat together since the teachers have been meeting with the board of directors for some changes in the education system.

When we are at home we are either doing our respective works or sleeping. After all that we both become very tired to do anything.

Today is the same as before I came home before Taehyung today since tomorrow is weekend and I am hoping that I could spend some time with my hubby. I miss him a lot. I made dinner for us so that we could eat together which we haven't done in quite some time.

I stand to check the food I cooked, realising it was cold again. I reheated it a couple of times already, thinking that my hubby will be arriving any moment now and I don't wanna keep him waiting. He probably would be really hungry after a tiring day.

I went to reheat the food again. I set the timer to 6 minutes also counting in my head but I was interrupted as I heard the door opening and closing. My hubby is home. I ran towards him.

I gave him a hug smiling widely and he pecks my lips.

"Welcome home hubby" I said.

"Thank you wifey" Hubby replied.

We went to the living room as Taehyung plopped down on the couch with a sigh. I sat beside him and he laid his head on my lap now laying on the couch fully. I started running my fingers through his hair. He sighed in satisfaction. After a while of me doing that and sitting in comfortable silence. I finally broke it when I remembered he must be hungry.

"Hubby first have dinner. Then you can rest okay" I said.

"Ohh baby, I already ate with Namjoon hyung and Yoongi hyung at Jin hyung's cafe" Taehyung replied as sadness engulfed me hearing that. It hurt. It hurt badly.

"Ohh.. Okay" I said trying to keep a smile.

"Did you eat baby?" He asked.

"Y-yeah I did" I replied trying not to stutter.

He hummed and got up from my lap. He was about to go to our room but stopped and looked at me.

"I forgot to tell you baby. I will be going to Daegu tomorrow for a board's meeting. I will return the day after tomorrow though. So will you be okay alone?" He said.

I felt like crying and say 'No don't leave me alone here I miss you I miss us' but I couldn't.

"Yes hyung don't worry I will be just fine" I said with a small smile.

He nod his head and went to the bedroom. I feel like crying. I just wanted him to hold me. I just wanted to spend a little time together. I miss our simple moments together, like cooking and going on dates. I miss us. I really do. Didn't he miss me? Doesn't he feel the same.