My Love for You | TK°

(59) Can't help it!

Jungkook's POV

After all the 'ex drama' it has been finally peaceful again in our lives. That bitch is now out of our lives and I'm happy. It's been 3 days since that incident.

Right now, I am playing with my babies and Taehyung is in his study doing some work. Well it's weekend but my husband is busy. I really wanted to have some family time. It's been long since we got some 'alone time' too. I was really looking forward to the weekend after all this drama.

*Sigh*

'Clearly it's not gonna happen. My bad!'

I was sitting on the floor at the end of the couch while Soo and Reum were playing on the floor at the other end. I looked at Soo who was trying to get up holding the sofa. I was about to go pick him up but halted as tears brimmed in my eyes.

Soo slowly waddled to me and threw himself on me.

I catched him and smiled widely. I kissed him all over his face making him giggle.

"My Soo took his first steps. I am so proud of you my baby" I said tickling him lightly. He was laughing loudly. I laughed with him too.

Suddenly, the study room's door flung open with a slam making the all of us flinch. I looked up at Tae who was walking to us.

"Can't you all keep it down. I'm fucking trying to work" He yelled.

"Hubby don't curs-" I was cut off by another harsh words.

"Shut the fuck up for once" I am shocked. He has never behave this way, he never talked to me like that.

"I-I a-am s-sorry" I stuttered but he only rolled his eyes and went back to the study.

"Why is he behaving like that?" I mumbled, my eyes open wide.

I even forgot that Soo took his first steps today.

I felt a kiss being placed on my left cheek. I looked down to see Soo fumbling with my earring and kissing my left cheek in between. This made me smile.

"My buttercup" I said kissing his forehead.

"Reum~" I called softly looking at her. She was trying to chew on her tiger plushie.

She looked at me and I opened my arms, she understood and crawled to my lap. Soo was standing on my lap as I had one arm wrapped around him securely. The other was around Reum who was sitting on my lap looking at me with her doe eyes.

"Mama" She said.

"Yes bubba?"

"Wan' Dada" She complained.

"Dada is busy princess. Can we go to Dada later?" I asked.

"Nuuu wan' Dada" She whined.

Tae is already pissed without any reason and I can't even go to him for Reum. He seemed stressed.

"Please bubba bear with mumma for a while longer" I requested.

"Wan' Dada" Her eyes brimmed with tears and lips quivering.

'Oh no!'

"Don't cry bubba please be good for mumma. Dada will come soon" I said scooping her in my arms.

'Should I go to Tae?'

I finally decided to gather some courage and go to him as I felt tears on my neck where Reum's face was buried.

"Let's go to Dada babies" I said getting up as I carried both of them. My right arm was around Reum tightly and left arm was wrapped around Soo.

I walked to the study room and opened the door with my foot. I saw Tae was sitting on his chair with his glasses on and messy hair.

"H-hubby?" I called in a low voice.

"What?" He snapped.

"DADA" Reum yelled before I could answer.

"Can't you handle your annoying kids?" He said rubbing his temples.

*Ouch!My annoying kids? Well, that hurt.*

"I-I'll l-leave y-you a-alone. I-I'm s-sorry" I said stuttering again as my voice cracked a bit.

His head snapped at my direction. But I ignored and went to the kids bedroom, locking the door after I was inside. I put the both of them in their cribs and gave them both some toys to keep them busy and luckily they got easily distracted by it. I plopped down on the arm chair in the room. I leaned my head back and closed my eyes for a bit.

After a minute or two, there was a knock on the door. I stared at the door blankly for a few seconds before getting up to open the door. I opened the door and kept my gaze at the floor and sat back down on the arm chair. He came and kneeled in front of me. I didn't look at him as I kept looking down at the floor.

He took my hands in his but I ignored it. He lift my chin up and caressed my cheek. I looked at him. He was looking at me apologetically. I pulled my hands away from his grasp as I stood up and walked downstairs to the kitchen.

I need to start making lunch. I was cutting vegetables with my mind and face blank. I felt a tear on my cheek. I quickly wiped it away but soon more tears started falling from my eyes. I stopped chopping with my face down and eyes closed.

I was crying silently.

Why?

Because I'm sensitive.

Because I'm a crybaby.

Because I never expected my husband, my babies daddy to address our kids as my annoying kids just because he was stressed.

It isn't a big deal. I know but that hurt bad, really bad.

The bitterness I sensed from his voice when he said that was something that stabbed my heart.

I know, I know I'm making a huge fuss over this but I can't help it because it hurts and the funny thing is I know he didn't mean to say that. He was just stressed.

I can't help it. I just can't help it!

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