Forgotten and Lost In Blood Red Eyes

Chapter Fourteen

"What do you mean Aki?" He stood me up gently,my headache had faded. He grimaced and patted my head.

"Don't worry everything will be alright..." He smiled but it didnt touch his eyes. I wondered why he was worried about me enough to crash through a stain glass without armor. He was wearing blood stained funeral kimono and was holding a piece of a woman's kimono embroided with robins.

"What's that?" I pointed to the cloth and he held it tighter.

"It's Aoi's favorite kimono. She used to wear it all the time." He clenched it in his hand. I had to tell him what had happened I couldn't hide it any longer.

"I killed her..." He stiffened and his eyes went from concerned to furious in am instant.

"What do you mean?! You wouldn't have done that unless..." He stood breathing in and out calming himself down.

"I was Asami for a moment. She just took over my body and I couldn't move or speak my own thoughts, it was cloudy and I really couldn't think at all." He softened his gaze and patted my head.

"None of this is your fault... Kazuhiro has doomed you for all eternity..." His voice trailed off and he apologized and went out the way he came. Just then the door flew open and Akihito was standing shaken and out of breath.

"Thank god you're safe. Kazuhiro left earlier on a journey for something and I was worried something like this would happen." His hug was comforting and his heart was silent yet somehow his chest felt like something was beating inside of it.

"He didn't tell me he was leaving." I felt betrayed, Kazuhiro left me without even saying goodbye. Akihito held me while I was quivering and sniffling like a small child.

"It's alright he's not going to be gone forever." His words were somewhat of a comfort to me. I was holding onto him like my life depended on it.

"Do you know why he left?" Akihito shrugged and then he grimaced.

"Probably to Asami's homeland." I tightened my grip on him and he ran his fingers through my hair. "I'm here for you."

"Aki told me my soul is rejecting my impure body." Akihito held me away from him inspecting me.

"Asami was told the same thing by the witch doctor of her tribe. Then a few days later she collapsed and passed on." I looked to the floor and everything started spinning.

"I'm going to die?" Akihito kissed me holding me up. It calmed me down. I gripped him and kissed him deeper. Suddenly I didn't care what happened.  Whether I would die in a few days or not. I couldn't be alone when I died. I wrapped my legs around his waist kissing him deeper.

'What am I doing?' That was the thought going through my mind as I got undressed. Suddenly I was on the bed and Akihito's hot breathe was sending shivers down my spine. His hands ran down the sides of my body. They wrapped around my member stroking gently. My moans echoed through that room and my cries of agony echoed in my mind. I felt him slip inside me and I grasped for him and as he went in and out of me loud panting filled the room.

"I love you Minori!" His hot liquid filled inside of me and I immediately knew I made a mistake.

The brightness of the morning hurt my eyes and I looked beside me and saw Akihito naked.I felt hot tears streaking down my visage and I looked away. I felt as though played with his feelings. I didn't even wait 24 hours after Kazuhiro left to fuck his brother.

"Good morning." I jumped and put on a happy face for him. When I fully rolled over I saw Daisuke standing in the doorway.

"How could you?" He shook his head and walked away.

'What have I done?!' That thought repeated itself over and over again. A splitting headache came on worse than the last and I started screaming.

"Minori!!! Are you alright?" He held me close and it went away but I still sobbed. Sobbed because I betrayed the one I loved. Sobbed because I had done the unspeakable.