One day, One mistake
Felt like consuming me for years.
Everyday a little of me
Breaking me, shaking me
Almost taking me
I shouted, shouted so much!
Felt restless
Help me , get me out of here!
But,
No one ever came into that "sea of misery"
That "sea of misery"
In which i was drowning
No one litsened
Everyone thought it was joke
Nothing like that exists
Then what the hell i was facing...huh?
What i was fearing of?
Why it felt like something is gonna happen?
Something bad, something that i couldn't control.
It was more like a panic attack
Can you imagine
When you have panic attacks
Everyday, every hour?
About something that they belive doesn't even exist
Let me tell you
What it felt like~
You cant breathe but you can't tell.
You are underwater
Trying to survive
When you rarely know
"How to survive"
But people up there
Telling you
Coward,Addictive,Foolish,Stupid,
Mad,Psyche
But,
You know what?
I survived it
And here i am standing all proud
At the end of the day
What makes me most sad
Is people are still throwing stones at me
Asking "How can i be so proud and declare myself as 'experienced'
At only my teenage?"
Well they don't know i do.
And what i know is
They can't break a strong castle
By throwing small stones
Yeah i am that beautiful castle
Came out of dark & dirt
But no one ever knew
Cause now i was that beautiful castle
Shining bright, standing high
What else do you think people want?
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The Feelings (Poems)
Poesíasome poems which i wrote from my fifteen year old prospective.....and the feelings which i have . We all have this feeling or teenage problems which makes us think we are not worthy enough for whatever positions we are right now. Are you one of them...
