Behind The Curtains

so much for being perfect

Sometimes I feel like I am put on an act
I feel like I am trying to convince myself of what I feel something should be
I even start to believe in what people want me to believe
I feel like I need to constantly prove myself I am good enough for someone
I always think that I have been given a script to act
I dont know so much for being perfect
I think I am in an interview for which I need to be perfect
For which I feel lost
I feel disconnected from everyone
I feel like I am changing
I feel different.......
I feel like I lost a part of me in this phase of my life

SO MUCH FOR BEING PERFECT