wish you were sober - PJM x male reader

honestly, you always let me down

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"Where's Hoseok?" You ask once you're seated in the passenger seat while Yoongi and Jungkook are drinking from some sort of liquor in the back.

"Oh, he needs to wait till his mom's asleep." Jimin says as his eyes are focused on the road. You're glad he's the one driving, yet another thing that forces him to stay sober.

"But we got you y/n! Though you're way shorter and talk less." Yoongi says before taking another swig. "I don't get it, why do—"

"Is there anything you do get?" Jungkook buts in coldly.

"What?! That's uncalled for!"

"So are all your questions."

Jimin laughs loudly while you shake your head a little. Already bored of the dynamic, a little annoyed as well as you realise you'll have to sit through this all night.

"I'm going to quit dance because of you." Yoongi says before poking his finger in his teammates shoulder. "And you'll beg me to come back."

"You're not going to quit dance."

"Okay!" Yoongi says happily. "I knew you'd miss me!"

Zoning out you allow them to bicker in privacy, knowing you'd only get more annoyed if you were to keep listening. You refrain from putting in your earphones because Jimin says it's 'rude'.

Thinking back to this morning you wonder what would've happened if you told Jimin the truth. That you guys did kiss when he was drunk. But what if Jimin does remember and that was his way of bringing it up? No, right..? The elder has never been afraid of straight up asking for what he wants to know. He wouldn't hint at things like that.

But before yesterday you also thought you'd never kiss and here you are. Though he was drunk and upset with whatever it was Johun said.

He wonders if Johun will be there tonight. Probably, the man breathes attention no matter good or bad. Maybe he can tell you what they've talked about that got Jimin so upset. You have enough upsetting things to say back and you yourself don't really get upset.

Though you doubt he'll spill, if even Yoongi, Jungkook and Hoseok won't say, it must've been pretty harsh or personal.

What if it was about you? Jimin rarely gets noticeably upset by someone's words. Not like yesterday, but when someone tries to hurt you, he can get quite angry.

In your first year there was some dumb kid on the dance team that constantly called you names. Saying you didn't belong there and shouldn't be dancing. You yourself didn't really mind, you're only really there for Jimin. Besides you only care about what Jimin thinks of you, not some arrogant first year.

But when Jimin found out,the kid was banned from the team before he could blink. How exactly the elder did it, you don't know but you do remember how noticeably upset Jimin was. This being one example of many more occasions this happened. People think it's easy to pick on you, because you're quiet and introverted. However, they soon learn that Jimin guards over you and doesn't take any shit towards you at all.

It's a best friends thing, probably.

"Oh my god Ojan just texted me!" Yoongi shrieks loud enough to penetrate the wall of thoughts you had built to protect yourself from their bullshit.

"Oh my god! Lehian is coming!" He yells excitedly. "Oh my god plan three is in action! Tonight!" He yells on top of his lungs making you flinch at the harsh and shrill sound.

Jungkook just looks emotionless while Jimin laughs. "Text him we're almost there, let's get this shit started."

You glance at Jimin, already sensing a broken promise on it's way but you remain quiet about it. Maybe he'll pull through. Though you doubt it, you could've seen this coming from miles away.