wish you were sober - PJM x male reader

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"Don't kill me!" Taehyungs says when he picks up the phone.

"Why did you tell them I like Jimin?" You ask, pinching your nose. You got out of the car to talk to you dumb friend. "Well, cause you do!"

"What the fuck Tae?! What makes you think that?! You know what, never mind!" You snap before hanging up in pure anger. Putting your phone on airplane mode because you know your phone will be blown up by the boy.

"y/n." Looking up, you're surprised to see Jin walking over. Looking as uninterested as ever.

"What?" You ask, sounding meaner than you intended to. You usually never let your emotion's speak for you and now suddenly that's all that's happening.

"I'm going to tell you something. Something you can't tell anyone."

You nod. Expecting some dumb lecture about how you shouldn't deny your crush on Jimin, which you don't have. There's nothing between you two.

"I think I have liked Namjoon for a while now."

You frown, you hadn't expected such a revelation, from Jin of all people.

"W-what?"

"Yeah." He shrugs. "I'm smart enough to notice certain signs. At first I didn't, I got a few things confused. I though he was just my friend, I didn't understand why he cared so much about me and my actions. Then after a while I noticed certain things. How whenever I'm around him, just him and me, I smile and laugh, genuinely. I let my guard down and I find myself wanting to be around him more and more. I can take things from him that I'd hit Taehyung for." Jin glances back at the car where Namjoon is eating his ice cream. "But that's me. Don't tell anyone."

With that he walks back to the car leaving you to wonder why the hell he'd say such a thing. What does it have to do with you?

"You're a smart guy y/n, use your brain." Jin says before getting back in the car. Still looking like nothing in the world matters, meanwhile he just made a huge confession.

Use your brain? To figure out whether you like Jimin or not. That's a simple answer, you don't.

But what Jin said was right. There's no one like Jimin, everything what Jin feels around Namjoon is what you feel around Jimin. But isn't that normal? Does that mean you're in love? Or does it mean the line between best friend and crush blurred a long time ago and you've been fooling yourself all this time?

You do find yourself wanting to kiss him, wanting to cuddle and wanting to spend time together.

You take a deep breath as you stare at the car, Jin scrolling through his phone lazily.

That man is one smart motherfucker. He got inside your head with just one little story, real or not.

Walking back and getting in Namjoon smiles apologetically. "We didn't mean to overwhelm you like this today. All we really want is that you're safe and okay."

"I'm fine. There's nothing between me and Jimin, I don't like him and everything is fine." You say dryly. Sure you appreciate that they're trying to help but they're not helping.

"Sure, let's get you home."

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Mornings aren't your favourite, especially not after having a sleepless night because you can't figure out whether you have a crush on your life long best friends or just confusing friendly feelings.

Jimin hadn't come to pick up his car yet, nor had he texted or called about it. You wonder if it's because of what you said, or because of the guilt. Did the captain believe you when you said you just wanted to make him shut up?